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Am I psychic or just going insane?... I just thought I saw a parked car move (which obviously it didn't) and like 2 seconds later the owner drove off in it lmao

This happened months ago, but it's honestly so embarrassing that my aunt (on my mom's side) tried to say that her white kid that would turn orange during the summer used to be darker than me as a kid... No tf she didn't with my half Mexican and part Arab (Syrian + Lebanese) ass. She said it to her best friend's Latino boyfriend and he just looked at her with that look you give ppl when you don't believe them/don't give a shit ☠️☠️
          
          I mean the Arab is on my mom's side, but my aunt is predominantly white and so are all 3 of her kids. I have more Arab blood than them and my dad's family are all brown Mexicans, some being as dark as Arabs lmao

CW:// rant about my love for a religious (?) figure (La Santa Muerte) and mentions of dislike for Christianity/Catholicism
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          I haven't gone as far as leaving offerings to Santa Muerte in my name, but with her being my dad's patron saint I feel a connection to her and respect her very much. She has kept my father safe for many years through things I didn't think he would overcome, and to her I'm forever greatful. With her, unlike the Christian/Catholic god, i have never felt forced to follow her nor have I had times where I have felt like I was unworthy of her love/protection*. 
          
          If I ever were to align myself with a deity or leave offerings to one, it would definitely be her. It definitely helps that I already have a connection to her through my dad, but I also had her visit me in my dreams to have me pick up her statue that had been knocked down, which makes me happy that she recognized me as someone that she could come to for help.
          
          *I say here that she loves/protects me bc I have heard before that she protects her people (being Mexicans or her worshippers) and part of that would extend to me since I share blood with my dad and we're family/he loves me. Though I haven't made the step of leaving offerings in my name, I have deep respect for her that I've never been afraid of showing and I know that La Muerte knows that
          
          

One of my white friends just announced they would probably be trying to learn witchcraft and all I know is if they start acting like some of those yt tiktok witches I might snap/cut them off ☠️ And if they get as far as deity work and start disrespecting La Muerte, her wrath will be the least of their worries <3
          

Tonight is supposed to be the first out of my town's 2 day Pride event and my aunt made it seem like we were going tonight, so when I woke up around 12 something I started doing my makeup. I'm a perfectionist + don't do makeup often, so I didn't finish until around 3:30-4:00, only to hear about 30 mins later that my aunt's only taking us tomorrow... I'm literally so upset because she does shit like this ALL the time and I was really looking forward to this + needed something good to happen at least once this week

The Stranger Things 4 finale has me wanting to kms.... All I can say is run next time and poor Dustin 

When you plan for your oc to fall in love with a character that dies so you can have the good angsty background while they try to move on with another character, just for that character to also die ☠️ Now I have to decide if I would change the character dying, change the love interest, or let the angst reach new levels

The way I came up with a whole plot, ideas of how to fit a character into a series, and have so much planned for a fic just to not have the motivation to write it and know I never will ☠️ I was so excited planning it and came up with the perfect angst scenes 

The sexual tension between you and the other person your age in your neighborhood ☠️

I started Stranger Things today and it made me realize that shows I think I won't like tend to be the ones I end up loving lmao