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if someone asked me either im okay or not. my answer would be, yah, im fine. but, sebenarnya tidak

besides caffeine, i also need avoid matcha green tea. tak boleh tidur oiii

17/09/2024, i lost my adik. he left us untuk selamanya. im kinda lost, but i act like im fine. he was a nice brother. dia tau aku tak makan sayur, he always order makanan without sayur for me. he knows i love familymart. so, anytime dia keluar, singgah familymart, he always called me. tanya, nak pape tak? i lost my kdrama/movie partner. dia akan selalu tanya, "kau dah tengok dah cerita ni? best doh". now, i dah tak de siapa dah nak layan. thank you Allah for lending him for 25 year to us. rehat lah mok disana. kau dah penat sakit, now its time for h to rest

its time to cari kerja yang provide medical benefits. boleh guna anytime without worrying bout the payment

selalu macam gini. pukul 2-3 pagj gastric yang terlampau sakit. nak pergi klinik 24h, confirm mahal. bertabah lah sampai esok

im 28 this year. still struggle nak cari tempat kerja yang suit with me. penat nak attend iv. nak kena prepare mental and physical. print kertas banyak², but end up krik krik je. bukan tak bersyukur with my current company. but, there's nothing benefits n experience that i received and gained. mental okay, but my physical is not.

salam Ramadan al mubarak

happy 2024 

matcha is good. but having it caused me a lot of matchalah. i cant sleep lah, 

im at a phasee which i donno what to do with my life. desperately want to kerja jejauh from family. i need my own private life.