yogurlros
i like posting on here bc i know no one sees and i just need somewhere to post. my boyfriend and i have become a little distant and neither of us have brought it up i really do love him. he’s my dream partner. he’s so attentive, loving, and a musician. he’s a catch for a hopeless romantic like myself. our relationship has always been long distance (same state, 5 hours away) and we were doing good since he would come down to visit his family and me often but it’s different now. maybe it’s due to our busy schedules but we just feel like a routine now, there’s no longer excitement in our convos or anything interesting about our recent dates. this is so frustrating because we need to talk but i know he also refuses to acknowledge what’s going on. i don’t want to lose him but i also don’t want to continue like this. it makes me sick to my stomach. it also doesn’t help that he’s the worst texter and has been lagging for days recently. this puts me on edge and makes me wonder if we’re both still committed to each other idk, i feel so alone and confused
yogurlros
i’m still dealing with this but update. he’s dating a girl i never knew about (gotta love snapchat, the only social media i still have him on) probs won’t ever see that man again but i would not wish this feeling of disgust and hurt to my worst enemies☺️ feeling worthless and pathetic starting 2023 off horribly but it can only get better form here right?
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