i have to be up in 5 hours for college but i literallt only woke up at 4pm. it is half 1 in the morning and i am not tired at all but i will literally die tomorrow if i don’t sleep someone help and i’m literally just sat here reading min yoongi fan fics i’m gonna have to become a writer in the future cos there’s no way i’m passing my sciences in college and also i hate that place so much and i have like literallt 0 friends well i have friends but not ones i’m super close with enough to hang out with yk? and then i’ve got maths and chem tomorrow which is just fantastic like why and also idk if i’ve done my homework correctlt so i’m scared cos my teacher is terrifying fr and also my skin has been playing up sm recently so i’m scared that it’s gonna look awful tomorrow and i’m literally in college from 8:30 till 4:30 cos i have like massive 3 hour breaks which is just annoying the world is against me and i’ve been watching so many run bts recently to catch up and now i’m back at college i’m gonna be too tired to do that so that’s upsetting and i have like real exams next week so that’s just great and i also have mocks this month idek when and i haven’t revised and i failed my mocks last time so that’s fun my life is literally falling apart yet i do nothing about it i just sit and read or scroll mindlessly through instagram (which is literally just a jungkook, jhope and yoongi shrine btw) or listen to music or just sit and imagine some elaborate fake scenario and tell me why i am tired but cant sleep and i’m rlly hungry aswell but there’s nothing to eat and i’m meant to be sleeping anyway and also does anyone know those bts idol dolls cos i have one of jungkook and honestly it’s quite scary it’s like staring at me from across the room and holy sht i’ve literally wrote an essay and idek what i’m saying anymore so i’m gonna go back to reading smut cos i give up on sleep atp
