*sighs* If you're seeing this... I deeply desire with all my heart that you come back.
I never even got to say goodbye to you...
I had no idea.
No one told me anything...
If I only knew I'd miss you this much, to the point that I breakdown and actually cry? I would've spent every moment with you...
And cherished every single one of it.
But I didn't. And now... You may not come back at all.
I don't want you to go, Lily. You were like the sister I never had.
And I've never told anyone that... EVER.
Please, Lily. Just reassuring me that you'll come back is enough. At least I'll be able to grieve at peace.
And YOU were actually the person who gave me the nickname "Rin"
I've never thought of that name until you started calling me that in chat...
My identity was made by you...
I wish I knew...
Even if I had to go all around the world to find you, I'll find you. If I could only travel by myself.
I missed you.
I miss you.
I will miss you.
But above all... I'll keeping missing you until the day you come back.
Please stay safe, Lily...
You will always be in my memories. The ones that I will never forget...
Goodbye...
Lily.