hi yompous I feel like this is a bit too personal to put here but I feel like God led me to your work. I opened ur story not knowing it was written by a Christian, I just opened it looking for a good story (and yes it was very good) and I'm not going to avoid it I wanted to read some smut at the same time. I'm a Christian, God it sounds so hypocritical putting this out here on this absolutely unholy site, and honestly every time I'm on this site I'm at my absolute lowest. I've tried quitting it so many times but I keep giving in to temptation and I'm just so ashamed of myself. this was the absolute last place I thought I would even see a glimpse of God but guess what, he led me here. to the one place where He is very much present even in the darkest part of my life. I cannot begin to tell you how much this story impacted me, even though it isn't over , oh my goodness I absolutely cried buckets, like over and over again. so THANK YOU, thank you for reminding me that God is here and that God sees and oh my goodness that he forgives every single deep dark secret that we hold. wow I rly rly wanna give u a hug (sorry if that's weird or u don't like hugs ) but wow thank you so so much God bless you. and I'm gonna put this out here, I'm gonna quit this once and for all, uk to all the lovely ppl on the Internet I don't know wish me luck