AAAHHH i think too muchಥ_ಥ
I just need a place to rant ..
Actually a relative came today and they came inside my room without my permission and to top that they literally gave me a lecture on how messy or "not good enough for a grown up girl" It was.
Like man?
It's my room!!!!!
Actually I like to collect stones, glass bottles and mirrors so my room looks messy even though it's clean.
I spend my 90% of the day in my room and now whenever I enter it I feel awkward and their words just made me think I'm not organized enough and it stresses me so much idk what to do.
I hate my mind, wtf I get influenced by someone's words so easily.
I wanna beat myself