Have you ever had those days in which you just want to stop trying to do anything? I can't help but feel like I'm not good at writing, I'm not good at anything really. I like writing, I like singing, I like dancing, but what's the point of trying when you're always going to be in the shadows? Self-satisfaction? Maybe, but I can't even find that in my life anymore. It's been a constant loop of going out, coming back at night, sucking at things, and I'm just so tired of it.
I'm sorry I'm venting here, I guess I just needed someone or something to vent to, and I kind of have no one that can understand at the moment.