jinsbestdadjoke

life update #3
          I have been noticing a lot of significant changes taking place in my personality, some being positive, some negative.
          
          One of the positive changes is the way I've been viewing my body.
          
          Last year's summer break was me desparate to become slim. This year, I am aiming to become stronger so that my body can endure more.
          
          Another positive change is how I am no longer shy of being studius and also joking around all the time. Life is too short to spend it being serious ffs.
          
          The negative change is how I am so hugely impacted by my friendships. One fight distracts me so much I'll end up screwing my studies, my sleep and even my eating habits.
          
          The way I've been combatting this problem is getting rid of one sided friendships and also the ones which radiate toxicity and decrease my social battery.
          
          It is tough at first but it is so relieving in the end.
          
          Friends are supposed to make you happy and you are supposed to make your friend happy. You are allowed to make other friends. You are not going to stay in a toxic friendship as it is entirely futile.
          
          
          You are your first and foremost priority. It is okay to be selfish. Think about your own good, your own sucess, your own happiness. You will be a good person to yourself and to others because traitors are one of the unhappiest people inside. 
          
          You have to accept yourself and love yourself. You are the one who was beside you during the storm. Not that goddamn friend. Your friend cannot take the pain for you.
          
          Do not stay with the wrong people. Work on yourself. Give your best.
          
          Cheers.
          Signing off,
          jinsbestdadjoke

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hey everybody :)
          ig this is #2 of my life update series
          things got pretty confusing, but much less messed up than they were before
          ive found my chill once again, im slowly trying to move on from her (let's call her revelyn lmao)
          on 14th feb, i gave her a kitkat I've been wanting to give her for 4 months and wished her happy valentine's day
          she said 'same to you'
          whenever I see her I start looking everywhere else other than her face but she looks at me directly
          honestly it's pretty embarassing to like someone if they're not even interested in your gender
          revelyn has slowly been getting off my mind (or maybe just for today)
          ive been focusing more on my platonic relationships now, it feels comforting
          my friends are one of the most amazing ppl ive ever met in my life
          they helped me to get through stuff and I'll honestly never be able to appreciate enough the amount of love they've given me
          one of my friends, (let's call her karina hehe) has been in my thoughts for a while now lol
          my mind can never stay empty, someone always has to be in it
          i wish i could shut my mind up for a minute
          but thinking abt ppl like these makes me happy
          
          i hope i don't go bananas because I have exams from wednesday 
          i remember I had developed this habit of crying before each exam, last year
          i hope that doesn't happen this year haha
          
          to whoever's reading this : thanks for your time, hope you have an excellent day, an excellent week, an excellent life in general :)
          signing off,
          jinsbestdadjoke

hey everybody, just a lil life update:
          ive been so busy w all my school work, family issues, and life in general. i haven't even had the time to use youtube since a week or so. i forgot wattpad exists for a pretty long time, even though it was one of my most used apps for a long time.
          i confessed to my crush on 24th January, by a letter. after a few days she said that she just wants to be friends. so that was smtg which brought me down for a while.
          there have been some problems at home too but evtg is fine now.
          studying stress is always there, im used to it.
          ive decided im gonna be moving on from her now, a lot of my energy has been drained into this stuff and i feel exhausted. unreciprocated love is, not what you would want to experience, ever
          thanks for reading
          signing off
          jinsbestdadjoke

Hey everybody! jinsbestdadjoke here!
          I just finished publishing "Kat and Revelyn", the first story ever written by me on Wattpad. I hope you enjoyed reading it.
          I ask for constructive criticism and suggestions from each and everyone of you, please share your thoughts on the story!
          Have a great day ahead :)

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