yoongiridinghobi

Pls the amount of drafts I have from 2017-18, girlie was wildin back then 

yoongiridinghobi

So today I got a panic attack in school and felt like crap and I was also freezing a LOT even tho it wasn’t that cold since there were people with crop tops and such, was also fasting and had been up all night so ye my teacher told me to go home and when I got home I instantly went to my bed and fell asleep, slept almost 10 hours if I didn’t have to wake up to eat

hoyavrse

@yoongiridinghobi oh no no no, you can’t be thinking that way!! I don’t know you at all, but I know one thing for sure. Your not pathetic or stoopid, or any of the names that you might call yourself. Days where you feel unstable are perfectly fine, and in situations like these, please remember to take deep breath’s; you can cry as much as you want too. Crying is perfectly normal so don’t feel bad about that, and always know that when your having a bad day, there’s someone always there looking out for you- take care of yourself darling-! 
            Lots of love- a stranger on Wattpad- ( ˘ ³˘)♥
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yoongiridinghobi

@Khadeja_Humair_ oh hi~ yes I feel quiet better right now, was a bit unexpectedly unstable today, like I couldn’t believe I was having ANOTHER panic attack in school and that just made it worse cuz I kept thinking like ‘ugh ofc this had to happen, you’re so stupid and pathetic’ and stuff and like kept blaming myself for it, I still don’t know what went wrong but it started with me having to go to our school nurse’s office but she wasn’t there and I was in a bit of a pain and then got frustrated that I wasn’t able to get help and the next minute I was bawling, shaking and had trouble breathing. When I woke up after sleeping I got hit by emotions randomly and had the strongest urge to just cry and let it all out but then it would disappear and then come back again, ugh so annoying 
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hoyavrse

@yoongiridinghobi oh my- darling are you feeling better now? Take care of yourself!! I know I’m late, but I you’re done fasting, please eat something if you haven’t already! We don’t want you getting too sick now,, that would be quite upsetting, so please rest and take care of yourself love-! ♡´・ᴗ・`♡
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