Night

Decided to not go deep enough last second we're still here skrr

Last time I was this close they locked me up

My girl wants me to go to a clinic, my mom thinks im managing, my father thinks im doing amazing since moving out my best friend doesnt even ask about me damn who even knows me atp

That time I finally get tears every few months is so weird especially when I just stop after a few minutes and go silent again

Life so dull I dont even feel hungry anymore

I just don't want to think about how my mom would feel

Lowk sad that frontal crash that almost happened yesterday didnt actually hit me

Being too depressed to end it when I have so many different plans is so weird maybe I'll just take my meds again to get it over with

Shit I just want to go

Fuck this I can't even get out of bed