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every time you see pink flowers, makeup, diy gifts, or paintings— every time k-pop plays, or you catch a whiff of my hermès perfume, my bench cologne, a cigarette, or some fruity vape— remember me. remember the girl you once had. and then punch yourself in the gut for being stupid enough to think you could ever play me.
          

I GOT A NEW VAPEEEEEEE

i love nicotine omg

hi guys, i have something to announce. 
          
          i found out that my 1 year no label partner was cheating on me yesterday. yes, the same pne that i've been posting about here. it was just a normal day. i've forgotten how, but i ended up clicking her profile on ig, and i saw that she had unfollowed me there. and what more, is that she's tagged the girl that i've been jealous of since the start of our relationship. i asked her, "do you like her?" and she answered me with a yes. she told me that she lost feelings for me on february, and fell for the girl that same time. she confessed to the girl, but didn't ask to separate with me because she was trying to "fix us". i ended up contacting the girl and i told her "hi, _! i hope you know how lucky you are ((:" and ngl, at the time, i wasn't gonna say anything more. but then i called my so called partner, and all she could do was sigh and say unemotional apologies. so i ranted to the girl that i've been jealous on, and i found that she and my partner have been talking since april. we started talking in may. i was the side?? haha. i couldn't believe it. they were actual girlfriends. so many thoughts were racing in my head. "i didn't deserve this, right?" "how could she do this to me?" i felt angry, betrayed, and i felt so disappointed in myself. i had seen the signs, but she always had an explanation. i trusted her too much, and that was my fault. but i don't think me or the girl deserved it. so i went to my so called partner's house, and i waited outside of their gate until her landlord opened it. i was let inside because i was a pretty frequent visitor there. i went up the stairs, onto the 3rd level of the apartment where she lived. her room was just beside the stairs. her door opened, and i went behind het when she wasn't looking. when she finally looked in front of her, she was pretty spooked to see me. i was holding my phone on my right hand, so i switched it to the left so i could use my dominant (r) hand, and i gave her the 

well, we got to 2 days until i got pissed off again. that's progress ig ;-; 

i am so mentally and physically drained. i think death is looming over me lol. 

apologies without change isn't an apology. 

nope, not doing better

doing better... or not

@yoongisbigfatcck   I hope things get better for you!!  you deserve the best ♡♡♡