RJ's MOM

Currently freaked out with how much im chronically online 3 years ago, the massive spams of likes i get is super conceening like literally, how did i survive the past years ;-;

@yoonjiismywife moreso, it's the kind of shit we read back then. I was a hardcore, and pretty much, I'm still a hardcore. Going back to them is both surprising and cringey for me lol

@Pviscelle IKR like i dont wanna see what monster i was back then (i was a monster ;-;)

why did wattpad release all like notification JUST NOW?? Like those notifs didnt even exist back then ;-;

You know what angers me so bad?
          
          
          Sleep
          
          I can't sleep early or I'll be labeled lazy but i also can't sleep too late cause mental health matters
          
          ALSO
          
          I can't sleep for a short time it's supposed to be 7-8 hours or else I'll fucking die
          
          I don't know what to do, sleep or not sleep.
          
          Should i eenie meenie this?
          
          Fuck life why does it have to be so complicated 
          
          Why do i have to be so complicated.

My dog died
          
          I'm really sad.....
          
          
          Can this day get any worse

Just a question ! 
          
          
          
          BDRIWKFIWKSKENDNFJW AAAAAAAAAAAAA
          
          WHY DOESN'T WATTPAD ALLOW EMOJIS??!?!!!!?????! CAUSE LIKE I KNOW HEARTS ARE ALLOWED BUT WHAT IF I WANT TO SEND SOMEONE A PURPLE HEART??!?!!! 
          
          LIKE (  )
          
          Wait... Do they allow it now???...
          
          
          
          WAIIITTTTT
          
          
          OMGGG THIS IS THE BEST THING EEEVVEEEERRRR!!! 
          
          
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Guys i need help!
          
          I've been having an extreme fixation on a book and I can't find it in my library, not even on archives or my reading lists, it's been on my mind ever since i saw a reel related to one of the scenes in the book
          
          It goes like this. So there's this girl, she applied to be a staff for bts and when she got in, she saw that there's another girl for the job HOWEVER she's super nepo baby and she got there bc of his dad or something (can't remember honestly) anyways they were tasked with a bunch of thing like moving boxes or arranging papers but y/n (her name i think) did all the work and the other girl was like "I'm too pretty doing these things" and whining and shit, then it got to the point where they need to go out for a shoot, but some old staff asked her to do something so she didn't get in with them for the ride so she went on her own, but before she left, she saw a post online, like someone was spreading spoiler that bts was in a shoot, and she immediately said who it was, which is that whining nepo baby, then nepo baby got fired and overall it was a test on who was fit for the job.
          
          That's all i remember 
          
          I hope i get a response soon or else I won't sleep cause of thinking too much about it (it's currently 12 am)
          
          Thank you in advance

@yoonjiismywife ikrrr!! We should contact each other again!

Yo guys i just saw a post on insta saying "tell me your favorite bts fanfic, don't say blood ink, tell me something that keeps you up till 3am" somewhat like that and i was about to comment then i forgot about the book title so i checked here but then when i went back to insta it was gone ಠ⁠︵⁠ಠ i didn't even get to like it huhuhu ಥ⁠╭⁠╮⁠ಥ