also sorry for the hiatus I've just been really stressed lately. every time i go to my dad's house, im scared. even though he is around rn, im still anxious that he'll pop up. plus he's ruined me, if ppl get too close i tense up. i get so scared because of him. also school is starting again soon and im stressed abt that, im not ready. and a few other things but i dont feel like explaining my life rn. anyways im just not happy rn but I'll be back.