btw I'm not pressuring myself! i know, i know. i should be pressured. one point away for achieving with highest honor BUT i don't really care about whether i achieve with highest or high honor. that'd be a meaningless achievement if i haven't really learn anything. sigh. all i want is to learn. so i study hard as it is my responsibility as a student. that's all i want. to learn. and I ain't letting no one pressure me to study more than what i can do. I don't wanna get overwhelmed just to achieve a title. as long as I'm learning, I'll achieve anything I want.