Wish everything was better. Wish i was a bit luckier. Wish i was like the oters. U know. I just wish i had what other kids had. Like a daddy who plays with me. Or loves me. I just needed them to support me. This is so messed up darling. I don't even know what to do now. I don't know if can stay strong and keep goin. I need u but we both know this can't happen. That only makes everything worse. I hope this year passes quickly. Cuz that's my only hope. And the last but not least, i love u no matter what. I love u most and i love the most.
