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So um I was watching a video on YT. A guy mocking the comments that are like, "how TF did I get here" and the ad before was of, like, a gay incest porno. I..... I'm so confused. It was legit called cousins!!!

Horizon fun fx is LIT! LIKE BRO, THEIRS SKATING AND JUNK! I don't know if I got the right place, but still! I FOUND A PERSON THAT LOOKS LIKE CONNOR MURPHY, ANOTHER DUDE THAT WATCHES BNHA, AND ANOTHER DUDE THAT LOOKED LIKE IF DRACO MALFOY WAS A TRANS TIK TOK COSPLAYER! also that sounds extremely specific, but that's what he looked like. It sounds mean, but you gotta see him to understand. Anyways, 10/10, love the place!

GUYS I'M FREAKING OUT BECAUSE, LIKE, YOU KNOW DEAR EVAN HANSEN!?!? I'VE MENTIONED IT BEFORE. WE'LL THEIR GONNA BE IN ROCHESTER. EXTREMELY CLOSE TO WHERE I LIVE. down side, any seat I can sit in and see it is way to expensive. Like $680 somethin expensive......so yeah I'm screwed but excited.

OKAY SO TODAY I LEARNED THAT MY COUSIN IS ACTUALLY MY BROTHER AND MY DAD, WHO I LOOK UP TO LIKE A SAINT AND HAS BEEN NOTHING BUT AMAZING TO US, WAS LIKE EXTREMELY ABUSIVE TO MY MOM!!!!! I HAD........JEEZ TODAY WAS A JOY RIDE!!

Y'all ever just get that strange anxious feeling in the middle of the night? Like ur trying to go to bed but you just feel like you haven't done something and your parents will kill you for it even though there's nothing to do?

So before I say anything I hope you know this isn't for kids. Not like it matters, I met most of you on fanfictions, you don't care. I just don't want to get yelled at.
          
                 So this is more of something from school o want to share that happened today. You know how people are usually like, " oh, so-in-so said he like you",well my school takes it to new extremes. Like," oh, so-in-so said you thicc/cute/ he wants dat a**" and so on. You get the point. I hate it and usually ignore it. Well I was victim yet again!! *insert dramatic pose here!* The idiot in class said," oh (we call him cheese it) said he wants to motor boat you."....... Yeah I just stood there for a while while cheese it panicked. After about 10 seconds I just walked over to me bff and... plopped on the ground. Apparently my face went, and this is a quote from my friend," taki red" and my friend had no idea what was going on till the idiot told her. So yeah, I went red in front of my whole class. That was fun. Thanks for listening!

I went on our old conversations on your book and i was a fucking crackhead

(rant tiiimmeee) yeah so today SUCKS! LIKE SERIOUSLY! uuuggghhhh so first I miss a message from my mom. Welp, turns out it was a "hey so like you AUNTS FIANCE JUST DIED THIS AFTERNOON" he's been suffering from a brain tumor for a while. So yeah. And then I told my bestie and now SHES SAD AND I MADE HER CRY! the worst part is I can't. I'm such a heartless monster that I can't cry. I'm a sociopath so I can't cry and I feel horrible for not being able to. I hate it. And it's not that we weren't close, I just can't. Tears won't come out and because of it I feel like I look like I don't care. BUT I DO! AND I'M SO SO SAD.  But I don't cry.

OMG OMG OMG! I REALLY SHOULDN'T BE THIS EXCITED, BUT "A SILENT VOICE" IS ON NETFLIX LIKE OH MAH GOOODDDD

Here's a lil part of my life. (Sort of rant) I've got a splitting headache and a cold so every time I cough my headache gets worse. I've had to deal with it all friggin day. No one knows it's this bad but my bestie and you don't know how much I'm excited for when this medicine kicks in! Because of said headache, I can't sleep. It's literal hell.