youaremadsus

hi so i’ve been thinking. i am getting better, slowly but surely. i started getting medication and i’m living in a much better situation for my mental health. I might start posting again, i dont know when. im thinking about a few ideas, i dont know if ill go through with them tho. so yeah. also  @Hayits_Heidi thank you for coming along with me on this journey, we’ve honestly been friends for so long LMAO. Love you bestie!! :) 

HaydenThe_King

@youaremadsus hey bestie! Please I swear don't rush yourself. I did that and I just turned out worse. If you ever need to rant I'm always here!
          	  
          	  And you're welcome! You're an amazing human being and you deserve so much love and support!
          	  
          	  Stay safe <3
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youaremadsus

hi so i’ve been thinking. i am getting better, slowly but surely. i started getting medication and i’m living in a much better situation for my mental health. I might start posting again, i dont know when. im thinking about a few ideas, i dont know if ill go through with them tho. so yeah. also  @Hayits_Heidi thank you for coming along with me on this journey, we’ve honestly been friends for so long LMAO. Love you bestie!! :) 

HaydenThe_King

@youaremadsus hey bestie! Please I swear don't rush yourself. I did that and I just turned out worse. If you ever need to rant I'm always here!
            
            And you're welcome! You're an amazing human being and you deserve so much love and support!
            
            Stay safe <3
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youaremadsus

hi. ive really been struggling mentally so sorry for not posting, i dont know where i was going with my stories so im thinking i should just start over. i prolly will. 
          
          im honestly trying so hard to get better but then someone says something and its all down the drain. i cant really handle it, but im still trying. so yeah ill prolly just private my other stories and start new.

HaydenThe_King

@youaremadsus take all the time you need <3
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youaremadsus

@Hayits_Heidi thank you! im gonna take some time to myself but ill be back in a bit bestie :)
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HaydenThe_King

@youaremadsus omg, I'm so sorry I didn't see this earlier. Internet has been nonexistent at the new house.
            
            I wish you the best bestie! I hope you feel better and all those shitty peoples blood will be on my hands soon :))))
            
            Please, don't rush yourself! Your health is much more important than us. I need you to focus on yourself :)
            
            Love you bestie!!! 
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youaremadsus

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⟟ am so sorry to everyone who actually read my stories. ⟟ literally haven’t updated since like last month and I’m sorry for that! ⏃ shit ton of stuff has been going on in my life and I’ve been really confused about it tbh. I’m going to try to update as soon as I can though!! 
          
          ⟟ love you guys and ⟟ hope ur doing okay! <3

youaremadsus

@somebody_12_ thank you! :) That’s what ⟟ was thinking; that if ⟟ tried to write right now then they wouldn’t be good anyway so that’s why I’m refraining from trying to write at all rn. Once all this is over then I’ll update as much as ⟟ can though <3
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ILiterallyDontExist9

It’s alright, don’t pressure yourself! If you do then 1st you won’t get better and 2nd your chapters won’t be good if you just pry them out if you :3 we love you too
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youaremadsus

Hello! I just wanted to say a few things. 
          
          I'm going to update my recent story as soon as I can, I've not been in the best place mentally but I'm going to try to get one out! 
          
          Also I write these on my school computer so when school ends I'll be updating on my phone, which isn't a bad thing but I'll probably update less. 
          
          One last thing, If you still haven't gone and took a look at my new story then there's no pressure to, but it would still be nice if you did. <3
          
          If you haven't had something to drink or eat today then GO RIGHT NOW!! >:(

ILiterallyDontExist9

It’s alright, I hope you feel better now 
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youaremadsus

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TW// R@pe
          I hope everyone is doing well after the whole April 24th r@pe day incident. I just wanted to say a few things about current events happening. If you identify as anything like "Pedosexual" or "R@pesexual" then legit go to hell I hate you. You aren't valid, or poggers. 
          If you don't support things like LGBTQ+ rights, or anything of the sort you can also go to hell. 
          If you use your own beliefs to excuse racist, homophobic, transphobic, or sexist things then fuck you. 
          If you have participated in any hate crimes against Asians then I can happily say FUCK YOU. 
          And lastly if you participated in April 24th then go to hell, I hate you with everything I have in me, and I will gladly st@b you with a fork when I see you.
          
          Ok that is all. Sorry for the violence I just had to get that out of my system. Oh and if you have been hating on Karl about paint then I also hate you and will gladly send you to hell myself.
          
          OKOK fr that is all. I hope you have eaten today and drank something, if you haven't then please do. And my new chapter of my new story should come out today, but who knows I might get lazy.
          
          LOVE YA BAII!

youaremadsus

@minecraft83 yuh as always bestie 
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applecvder

YES  POP  OFF 
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youaremadsus

sorry guys wth this is so long i legit thought it was shorter
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youaremadsus

I JUST READ THE FLOWERS FROM 1970 STORY AND IM LICH RALLY CRYING SO HARD RN 

HaydenThe_King

@youaremadsus I will read it. If you need something to read look in my first reading list there are some really good stuff in there
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youaremadsus

@minecraft83 if you honestly want to then you should, it was good. Just very emotional towards the end! :(
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applecvder

i’m scared to read it  
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