youaremadsus

hi so i’ve been thinking. i am getting better, slowly but surely. i started getting medication and i’m living in a much better situation for my mental health. I might start posting again, i dont know when. im thinking about a few ideas, i dont know if ill go through with them tho. so yeah. also  @Hayits_Heidi thank you for coming along with me on this journey, we’ve honestly been friends for so long LMAO. Love you bestie!! :) 

HaydenThe_King

@youaremadsus hey bestie! Please I swear don't rush yourself. I did that and I just turned out worse. If you ever need to rant I'm always here!
          	  
          	  And you're welcome! You're an amazing human being and you deserve so much love and support!
          	  
          	  Stay safe <3
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youaremadsus

hi so i’ve been thinking. i am getting better, slowly but surely. i started getting medication and i’m living in a much better situation for my mental health. I might start posting again, i dont know when. im thinking about a few ideas, i dont know if ill go through with them tho. so yeah. also  @Hayits_Heidi thank you for coming along with me on this journey, we’ve honestly been friends for so long LMAO. Love you bestie!! :) 

HaydenThe_King

@youaremadsus hey bestie! Please I swear don't rush yourself. I did that and I just turned out worse. If you ever need to rant I'm always here!
            
            And you're welcome! You're an amazing human being and you deserve so much love and support!
            
            Stay safe <3
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youaremadsus

hi. ive really been struggling mentally so sorry for not posting, i dont know where i was going with my stories so im thinking i should just start over. i prolly will. 
          
          im honestly trying so hard to get better but then someone says something and its all down the drain. i cant really handle it, but im still trying. so yeah ill prolly just private my other stories and start new.

youaremadsus

@Hayits_Heidi thank you! im gonna take some time to myself but ill be back in a bit bestie :)
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HaydenThe_King

@youaremadsus omg, I'm so sorry I didn't see this earlier. Internet has been nonexistent at the new house.
            
            I wish you the best bestie! I hope you feel better and all those shitty peoples blood will be on my hands soon :))))
            
            Please, don't rush yourself! Your health is much more important than us. I need you to focus on yourself :)
            
            Love you bestie!!! 
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youaremadsus

HEYY so um. i have a story idea i prolly wont write it at the moment . but George or Clay is dead. just one of them.
          
          hear me out. its ofc gonna be sad. buttt it sounds good, okay listen.
          
          the dead one watches the other go through the stages of grief and eventually fall in love again.
          
          then at the end it can say sum like “I watched my other half become whole again with another”
          
          idk lmk if this is okay. maybe if i added details it would sounds like a better story. idfk. just imagine.

HaydenThe_King

@youaremadsus I love sad books. I can't wait :)
            
            Take your time 
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youaremadsus

“They say finding true love is a once on a life time opportunity…. Well he was always a rule breaker, and I’m glad he was able to find it twice.”
            
            at first George/clay is feeling betrayed at the new love found by the other but they learn to accept it. after all they are dead.
            
            and you could always put flashbacks of their memories together in there. like maybe they graffitied a building together. or maybe they broke into an old building that was blocked off to watch the sunset because clay knew it had the best view of the sunset.  idk. it just sounds good to me.
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youaremadsus

hi so for those who are going through a lot rn just know my dms are open! i love you all. and i genuinely hope ur all okay! don’t forget to eat/drink something. :)

Wowwowwow1234

@youaremadsus I hope you are doing okay too :)
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youaremadsus

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⟟ am so sorry to everyone who actually read my stories. ⟟ literally haven’t updated since like last month and I’m sorry for that! ⏃ shit ton of stuff has been going on in my life and I’ve been really confused about it tbh. I’m going to try to update as soon as I can though!! 
          
          ⟟ love you guys and ⟟ hope ur doing okay! <3

youaremadsus

@somebody_12_ thank you! :) That’s what ⟟ was thinking; that if ⟟ tried to write right now then they wouldn’t be good anyway so that’s why I’m refraining from trying to write at all rn. Once all this is over then I’ll update as much as ⟟ can though <3
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ILiterallyDontExist9

It’s alright, don’t pressure yourself! If you do then 1st you won’t get better and 2nd your chapters won’t be good if you just pry them out if you :3 we love you too
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youaremadsus

Happy pride month everyone!! Just know ur accepted and I love you! I hope everyone's doing well and you guys especially enjoy this month. <3 Have a great day!

abcasdqwe

@youaremadsus happy pride month :D gonna get all the cishets to pay me for being gay now
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youaremadsus

HII GUYS I JUST POSTED MY NEW BOOK CALLED "Promise?" GO READ IT IF YOU WANT 
          
          Love you guys and I hope you ate/drank something today. if you haven't then get tf off Wattpad and go.

HaydenThe_King

this message may be offensive
@youaremadsus IT'S FUCKING AMAZING!!!!
            
            READ IT >:(
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youaremadsus

Hello! I just wanted to say a few things. 
          
          I'm going to update my recent story as soon as I can, I've not been in the best place mentally but I'm going to try to get one out! 
          
          Also I write these on my school computer so when school ends I'll be updating on my phone, which isn't a bad thing but I'll probably update less. 
          
          One last thing, If you still haven't gone and took a look at my new story then there's no pressure to, but it would still be nice if you did. <3
          
          If you haven't had something to drink or eat today then GO RIGHT NOW!! >:(

ILiterallyDontExist9

It’s alright, I hope you feel better now 
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youaremadsus

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TW// R@pe
          I hope everyone is doing well after the whole April 24th r@pe day incident. I just wanted to say a few things about current events happening. If you identify as anything like "Pedosexual" or "R@pesexual" then legit go to hell I hate you. You aren't valid, or poggers. 
          If you don't support things like LGBTQ+ rights, or anything of the sort you can also go to hell. 
          If you use your own beliefs to excuse racist, homophobic, transphobic, or sexist things then fuck you. 
          If you have participated in any hate crimes against Asians then I can happily say FUCK YOU. 
          And lastly if you participated in April 24th then go to hell, I hate you with everything I have in me, and I will gladly st@b you with a fork when I see you.
          
          Ok that is all. Sorry for the violence I just had to get that out of my system. Oh and if you have been hating on Karl about paint then I also hate you and will gladly send you to hell myself.
          
          OKOK fr that is all. I hope you have eaten today and drank something, if you haven't then please do. And my new chapter of my new story should come out today, but who knows I might get lazy.
          
          LOVE YA BAII!

youaremadsus

sorry guys wth this is so long i legit thought it was shorter
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