Tell you what, we coulda had a good life together ! Fuckin real good life! Had us a place of our own But you didnt want it, Ennis! So what we got now is Brokeback Mountain! Everything's built on that! That's all we got, boy, fuckin all. so I hope you know that, even if you don't never know the rest! You count the damn few
times we have been together her in nearly twenty years and you measure the short fucking leash you keep me on- and then go ask me about Mexico and tell me you will kill me for needing something  i dont hardly never get. You have no idea how bad it gets! im not you..I cant make it on a coupla high-altitude fucks once or twice a year! You are too much for me Ennis, you son of awhoreson bitch I wish I knew how to quit you. well why don't you?