People tell me I have a sharp eye, a way with words, nice pitch concerning singing, a nice voice, a very imaginative mind, outspoken, funny, awesome, etc. 

But I'm modest. Of course people don't understand that there are so many people out there that are better at what I do than me currently. And I strive to achieve their status so that I can feel comfortable with myself. I do not like public displays of affection; it seems...crude, cheesy, innapropriate in a way. I also don't like getting too close to people, for I know that many people change their minds and attitudes so quickly that I won't be able to keep up with the times, their current likes, their current dislikes; why don't people just stick to something and follow through? I mean, stop hating and dating her, stop cussing him out and then holding hands with him the next minute. It confuses me.. When people start talking about their deep feelings for me I get weirded out and a little bit annoyed, though I don't mind hearing about their issues with others. I don't like people prying into my personal life and I am able to just quit talking to someone very easily and never contact them again. I have many acquaintances, but I will not consider just anyone to be a true friend. I'm very suspicious of peoples motives and I always have my third eye open; even with people I've known for years.