I could lie about who I am here. But the thing is, its the internet. Nobody here will know who I am. I can tell the honest to god truth without being judged, right?

My problems are pretty much stupid. As great as they seem at the time, and they seem now, i always know that there are other people with problems so much worse then mine.

I am an absolute Romantic. I can make pretty much every situation into a love story. I might have a huge crush on someone I thought I hated, or I might not. At this point, I don't really even care. He's one of those people who drive you so insane you could scream because you hate them so much, but then you realize that you've been thinking about him smiling for the last hour.

Most of my friends are guys even though I'm a girl because I'm terrified of girls. All of the girlfriends have pretty much told every single one of my secrets that, you know, I wanted to keep secret. I have MAJOR trust problems, but whatever, thats what I can write about.

Most people in my school I hate. I am with keeping it real and all that. What I write about are real life experiences unless I specify otherwise.

I'm obsessed with not being "a robot". I pride myself in not having to completely be just like everyone else. I'm not afraid to be different, that's the thing... probably my problem, but there's not difference, when i'm nice, people hate me, when I'm me people hate me, so I might as well just be myself. I love how I dont feel the urge to be like everyone else. We arent robots, just because everyone else is the same doesnt mean you have to be too.

Some days I think I can look pretty. Until everyone in my school walks by and I'm stuck being me again...

And the joke of this entire thing is that I'm not even writing this about me for you guys. Honestly I'm probably the only person who's even going to read this. I just want something that I can use to brand myself. I guess personally I need an exact label so I'll know who i am for sure.
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youngandfree youngandfree Jan 03, 2012 04:39AM
@Rikolah Thanks so much! I have no questions right now, but I'll be sure to ask if i do!
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