youngrroyals
One more day of marching band practices after school for hours. I have a parade to do on Saturday :sob: then I’ll finally be free to I’ll school ends
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youngrroyals
So l had to quit marching band last year due to heart problems and lungs. I was in 9th and now in 10th my family made me join back again and I don't miss the marching practices. My heart reset was so bad and when we were done after 2 hours of marching my vision was foggy now I'm shaky and nauseous, kill me I have it 3 more days this week
youngrroyals
YEAH ITS VERY ROUGHT :sob: I got blisters on both the feet from yesterday. Yeah I didn’t want to go but my aunt made me because she thought I didn’t want to go because I have really bad social anxiety and I even though I have those problems she just told me I’ll be fine when I’m the opposite. Like the social anxiety is not the biggest problem right now. I brought my inhaler with me but it wasn’t helping because between marching a mile from the school and back we had a 10 minute break only :sob:
CR1NGECULTURE
oh goddd :sob: my friend is in marching band and he decided to quit next year because YEAH. ITS ROUGH. i do not envy yall
why on earth are you being forced to march when it's known you have heart & lung issues? it sounds really unhealthy.
youngrroyals
I’ve been inactive for awhile kinda so if we are moots and I was reading you book im sorry i tried to keep up but schools very stressful
youngrroyals
Oh my god the last time I said something on announcements was when my ex broke up with me omg the memory's I don't want to remember
youngrroyals
I may or may not keep messaging him to try and keep my sanity. I haven’t messaged him in 2 days bc I don’t wanna keep asking the same thing
youngrroyals
I fee so lonely ever since getting broken up with. We would all basically all day and message/snap and sleep on call. It’s all gone now
youngrroyals
Started school today with my bullies school is so bad bc of the trans thing and the bullies idk if I’m gonna survive the first day
youngrroyals
I don’t know how I’m feeling.
China4319
@youngrroyals sorry to hear that, but it's still early. Just let more time pass and keep busy doing things you enjoy. Let me know if you need to talk. :)
youngrroyals
Our streak ended. Definitely not crying lmao
youngrroyals
Just gotten broken up with. Never been better.
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@China4319 thank you so much it really means a lot to me since I haven’t had anyone to talk to about this at all really. Yeah my mental health is shit too and he knew that so that kinda makes it worse for me ngl. Idk the age gap but you’ve been really helpful to me I really appreciate it
China4319
@youngrroyals I'm not sure how you'd feel about advice from me who you don't know at all, but I've been through it several times and it sounds cliché but the best thing for it is time and keeping busy, focussing on things that you llike and make you happy, and reaching out to other people. It's good to have a person to confide in, but it's not good if it's only that one person because then when they're not there, it's very lonely. I'm not sure what you're dealing with in terms of mental health, so I'm sure it's more complicated than just this, but I've been through some other things too, and maybe I can relate. I'm probably quite a bit older than you as well, so maybe that counts for something. Feel free to send me a pm if you want to chat more, then we don't have to fill up your message board. :)