youperish
And I wish that I was a sociopath. Just so I couldn't care less about what people think about me. But I suffer from BDP. And so I decided no. Definitely not sociopathy. Because what's common between the two is emptiness. And emptiness is the worst feeling I have ever felt my entire life. Because living does not even feel like living. Just breathing. You're unfeeling. Except anxiety. And depression. And you do not want to live with that. Because it's excruciatingly painful. And it's painfully dull.