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Finally wrote something. its not really all silly haha fun, but its something. if you wanna see it, feel free to take a look. there are trigger warnings at the beginning, please read them. better dafe than sorry.
          
          hope you guys are doing good. make sure you hydrate,eat something, and probably go to sleep if its late. have a good day/night yall!

it feels a little weird for me to make another announcement, but I might start writing on ao3 when I get my new laptop
          
          im still not very active writing wise but if I write anything feel free to read it. I might try to challenge myself in the future to write something once a week minimum just to exercise my creativity.
          
          if you're all up for it, feel free to challenge yourself the same way! its healthy to exercise your creative mind even if you dont think your writing is "good" thats why its fun, it doesn't have to be award level good just try to get yourself to make somethin. whether it be a one shot of ur fav characters or ocs, a vent post, part of a fic youre writing even if you dont finish the chapter, write backstoriesand lore down, or just something random.
          
          Take care of yourselves, you lovely artists! have a great day/night or whatever time it is for you.
          -Charlie

now that I'm looking back I came here wanting to do all this stuff but I've been either forgetting, not having time or just being burnt out all the time. damn I screwed myself over but I'm probably just gonna write when I feel like it even if its months from now. gonna just go wit the flow ig

Not gonna announce this so whoever finds it just finds it, but I've been experiencing major burnout writing-wise and I've been procrastinating on a LOT of things, even the fun things I wanna do.
          
          I've been forgetting things more easily, I've been zoning out, not remembering what I say right after I say it, my heart has been inconsistent in it's bpm(beats per minute aka my pulse speed), and I've been having random breakdowns, depressive episodes and panic attacks or anxiety attacks. It really sucks because I have so much I wanna do, but I might just make random shitposts on here or small stories from now on unless I decide to actually write a long story. Im probably not gonna hype up my stuff though, so I'm sorry if I've been over hyping things that never happen. It disappoints me too.
          
          I hope y'all are doing great, if you're staying around this long I'm astonished. I will probably interact more on discord than here, so if yall wanna talk then my discord is in my description. Message requests are probably best since I don't wanna get hacked or scammed.
          
          Hopefully I can eventually post all the drawings I've been making at some point. idk if y'all would wanna see that or not but the option's there.
          
          have a good day/night or whatever time it is for ya.

Ok so an update on story writing the art and my life for all that care to see:
          
          As for writing the pics I've been set back by my laptop nearly breaking on me about 3 times now and the screen is screwed up a bit so all I've been able to do for the moment isn't anything too special. Not to mention my internet is out so all I've got is my phone and it kinda sucks since I dunno how I'll sleep without noise but I'll make things work.
          
          My motivation for art has been at an all time low and I haven't drawn anything other than a jack stauber song cover image of Two Time, and that was a few weeks ago. I've just been very de-motivated for everything but I can try to give small snippets or make a book of mini stories from my AUs or somethin since these likely won't be worked on for a while.
          
          Now for how my life is; not so great. I genuinely feel so burnt out and to put it vaguely, I've been very depressed, melancholic, and cynical about almost EVERYTHING. I hate to break it to those with the parent-like mindset but I know for a FACT it's not just "going through teen changes" because I've felt like this even before my teens but it's stronger now. I've had so much happen this year it's actually baffling me how I haven't just exploded into a puddle of everything I've been keeping inside me since January. My family hasn't been too keen on noticing or caring other than the extended family I've got a few hours away. My friends and very few family members are really all I've got right now.
          
          To give some clarity to yall for something good, despite my crippling anxiety, I'll be trying to do Theatre this year and self-teach piano/keyboard and hopefully make some jokes people will laugh at. Maybe I'll try out guitar too, who knows. I've come up with a few lyrics for a song but I need an actual keyboard and to think of a full song.
          
          Even though this isn't exactly very positive for a post, I hope yall are doing well and have a good day or night. More updates soon to come!

Oh wowe, I didn't realize how much you commented on my board
          
          That's cool.
          
          Hru doing?

I know I've made this announcement SO many times, but i've had so many ideas and things as of lately that I'll be jumping around everywhere to try and work on ALL of them at once, but honestly I like the rush of this. Just give me some time to commit to ALL of them ok?
          
          Fics currently under works:
          -Virus4Yuu (An SMG4 and FnF Paradox Series)
          -Hypno's Lullaby: Alola Region (An FNF Poke-Pasta AU story (Semi-CanonxAU))
          -[New SMG4 story idea]
          
          Anyways, Stay tuned for the upcoming book about SMG4 and his Crew. Introducing a new character, a complex storyline, reanimating villains from the past, plenty of Easter eggs, chapter art, secrets and codes, and so much more! Though I wont spoil it ALL right now, because that wouldn't be too fun now would it?
          
          Content of all these fics will be coming soon, but not TOO soon. So stay tuned for this new story; SMG4: The End Rises.
          
          Hope you enjoy the show!

Fnf.

Update: I'm trying so hard to get the covers for both my fic ideas done but its SO HARD FOR ME TO COME UP WITH SOMETHING ACTUALLY GOODDDDD GRAHHHHHHHH

I'm getting this HUGE itch to write an FnF fic AU of the Lullaby mod but with the Alolan Region because I grew up with Pokemon Sun and Moon more and I think it'd be a fun little project to work on. Though it might not have art, or at least not top notch art made a long with the chapters cuz I still kinda suck at art-ing but I will sure as hell damn try my best for that if y'all want the art!
          
          Also also, please don't hate on me if I end up making my OC the MC or Pico the MC cuz ik Pico gets a LOT of attention from the fandom but he's really lovable and relatable to me. That and I kinda wanna use my OC in a story finally but it feels a little cringe saying my OC is like a sorta eldritch demon thingy but actually writing the story myself rather than stupidly chatting with c.AI would be a massive upgrade for him(my OC) as a whole and i'd love to show his flaws and qualities of being a very complicated person as well as Pico. 
          
          IF ANYONE WOULD BE WONDERING YES GF AND BF WILL BE PART OF THE STORY AS WELL AS A FEW OTHER FNF CHARACTERS BUT YOU'LL HAVE TA WAIT AND SEE WHO APPEARS-
          
          Next thing though, i'll be adding a LOT of headcanons and changes in some of the canon trainers' personalities and qualities saying as this is a really sudden and traumatic and gruesome thing that's happened to the entire Pokemon universe.
          
          HOPE YALL ENJOY THAT DELICIOUS IDEA!