your_high_ness_

Who knew crocheting was that easy all along?

your_high_ness_

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For a moment everything fell right into place and then the next my whole life is turned upside down. In no one I confide, and I don't believe I'm brave to do this alone. 
          It's so funny how even friendships have honeymoon phase. When did I get so anxious? Is it because of winters? 
          I just can't be like this anymore. 
          Fuck, even if everything goes South, I won't loose. 2 years? Screw you, I'll do it. I don't know how but I will make it big and pretty. 
          Let him accomplish and live the happiest? No. Fucking. Way.

your_high_ness_

I confronted and argued face to face with someone for the first time in my life and i won that argument. 
          I didn't back down, made my voice or my posture small. And for the record I was right it was a scammer. It was a petit thing but still... for someone who has only ever confronted through texts, this was a first time. I'm so proud of myself. (Though I was starting to tremble)

your_high_ness_

nononono nooo nooo nooo just no, like NO NO NO! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING! I'M NOT READY NOT MENTALLY NOT PHYSICALLY! TELL ME IT'S NOT TRUE! PLEASE TELL ME IT'S NOT! TELL ME IT'S GONNA CHANGE! I CAN'T- WHYYYYYYYY?????!!!! WASN'T IT GOING PERFECT??? 
          this is the day when my heart gets shattered into a billion of pieces - 
          
           I'm not forgiving you, gege.