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For a moment everything fell right into place and then the next my whole life is turned upside down. In no one I confide, and I don't believe I'm brave to do this alone.
It's so funny how even friendships have honeymoon phase. When did I get so anxious? Is it because of winters?
I just can't be like this anymore.
Fuck, even if everything goes South, I won't loose. 2 years? Screw you, I'll do it. I don't know how but I will make it big and pretty.
Let him accomplish and live the happiest? No. Fucking. Way.