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To ash and his friends;
im sorry about all of this. Hate me if you want, but it was what had to be done. Besides, ash needs to find a better guy than me. One that's actually there for him. I couldn't always be there, and that was awful of me. And love isn't that easy. I still care about ash a lot. I wish things didn't have to be this way. I like him a lot, and I don't wanna end this, but it's overall better for him than being with me. So please, hate me if you want, but leave me be. Please. I feel like shit about all of this, but i'm not at all in the mood to have to deal with ash's friends blasting me about the things I regret. Please just leave me be.