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Btw my grandparents house (kind of a vent more like a rant):
          *The one who's married to my grandpa (not my grandma) started a fight* me: *getting really stressed and starts crying to the point I was hyperventilating (I couldnt help it* my "grandparents" (quote on quote because I don't claim them): *LITERALLY MOCKING ME AFTER ITS THERE FAULT IM CRYING* my "grandpa": "WRAHH WRAHH WRAHH THATS ALL SHE EVER DOES" (well excuse you that's YOUR fault your also the one who gave me an ed at NINE fucking nine)  my sister: "LEAVE HER ALONE" (she said that because he was MAKING ME CRY) (p.s can you see why my sister is my favorite person?) he literally implies he's gonna beat up my sister (I don't know his exact words) *more verbal fighting (started over a fucking TV btw because 'they don't watch it theyre on their devices' when my COUSIN turned it on. Not us.)* me: *still crying to the point I literally couldn't breathe I felt like I was about to laugh* The one who's married to my grandpa: *literally laughs at me hyperventilating aka crying.* (OH IM SO SORRY YOU BITCH.) 
          
          
          
          
          that's what happened earlier. Basically right after the fight about 2 minutes after I checked my heart rate and it was at 110 bpm (not a normal resting heart rate for a 12 yr old)

Not back but I may be back tomorrow for a week? Maybe 2? Idk IDK don't ask. Pls. Don't ask. Idk. But OH MY.. DAM I HATE WHERE I AM RN. I miss y'all so much.

yo i fucked up

May not be on for awhile (yes. Another break. I'm so sorry. At least I'm announcing It this time?) idk how long it'll be gone itll be anywhere from a day-1 year? Idk. But ill be back some point. And I promise. I absolutely promise. I won't diedid :3 I LOVE YALL SO MUCH TO THE MOON AND BACK.. I COULD TELL YALL IF IM STILL WITH MY BF WHEN I GET BACK (I hope I will be) MWAH. *hug* ILY ILY ILY MWAY MWAH MWAH.. p.s: please tell me if my friend goes online. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.. NEVA GONA GIV U UP NEVA GONA LEET U DOWN NEVA GONA RUN AROU AND DESSERT U

GOING TO BED NIGHT NIGHT ILYYY PEOPLES BAIII ILL TELL MORE TOMORROW BUT 4TH OF JULY THIS YEAR WAS PRETTY GOOD

Happy 4th of july!!! (I'm an American. yes.)

I'ma try to sleep I LOVE YALL GOODNIGHT (new wattpad era? I've logged in 2 days in a row!)

Guys I'm scared THIS MAY BE A LITTLE TMI BUT IDC I REALLY NEED COMFORT... I'm on my period and I looked down when peeing and there was a red sticky glob or like string and I had to pull it off and I'm scared idk what it was I think I'm having a panic attack I can't breathe what if I die

Chat I guess this is more about my life
          
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'you can swim it's called tampons' IM NOT SHOVING COTTON UP MY PU-