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I've felt horrible for almost 2 days and I still swung motherfu- I mean-

Ok!!! In back!! I got 2 shots.. tetinus or however it's spelled idc. And the other one burned and then I may have amnesia so I have to get my blood drawn soon

Guys I know this may be a bad thing to post becuz people may use it against me but never I mean NEVER say you hate me during an argument. I have a BIG BIG fear of my friends leaving me or hating me and I will definitely cry for hours and constantly remind myself of it even if you apologize I won't forget. Ill remember it. I believe one "I love you"/"ily" yes but if you say you hate me it changes it all. If you say you hate me Ill believe it. If you say you hate me then say you love me the next day I will NOT believe you. We could stay friends even if you say it but ill never feel the same as I used to im saying this because im remembering how many times people have said this to me. My one friend said it twice. I remember it still. I still say I love her. I still love her. But I don't believe when she says she loves me anymore. (Incase your wondering you wouldn't know her she's not on wp she's one of my roblox friends) My other friend said it once. The worst thing is he knew how I feel about those words and he still said it. He used to be one of my best friends. People prob wonder why I think all my friends hate me sometimes but it's because some of my friends have actually said it before. I get some people say it when they're angry but still I don't forget it and ill always remember it. Ill always love you, trust me. I've actually never said I hate someone to them. It gets so bad I actually have to vent to people about how much I think people hate me especially my friends. I love yall so much. So much. But I only have 500 letters left that I can type in this message soo uhh I think I gotta say bye. I love y'all so much n I hope y'all all have an amazing day n ill be online till I go to sleep (well ill be on another tab but ill refresh every few minutes) n tomorrow I have a doctor's appointment. I probably won't talk about it unless I get diagnosed with something. 100 letters left shit. So uh ILY guys so much n I swear ill try to be on as much as I can tomorrow. ILY.

I can't do this. (4 months) Please someone comfort me please (in 4 months is my birthday (im a January baby) and I've been dreading it which is part of the reason I haven't been speaking to anyone in so scared) and then I started thinking about that and now im thinking about if anyone actually likes me because last year someone was only friends with me for a better reputation and now Im starting to think everyone doesn't like me or something im sorry for venting. Im a horrible person im sorry. Im sorry. I really can't do this. I can't turn another year older.

Im gonna rhyme! Yay im gay that is so slay and today I gotta pay for hay

Haiiiiii

Rip dolly parton real legend

Im gonna try pull an all nighter today sleep tomorrow then try to pull an all nighter 3rd 5th and 7th (I start my online classes on the 7th but it's a holiday so the 8th)

I CANT BREATHE.

How I act towards my roblox friends:"ILYYY" "*hug*" "MWAH" constant jokes 
          
          ...if you don't know how I act on wattpad there's this thing called talking to me:0 also I use with way to much: :3