thebeeofthebird

I hate my mom so much. So much. I was happy today. Finally happy. And she decided to ruin it. I hate my life. I hate my life so much. Why is it like this? I can't wait til I'm 18 (even tho it's awhile) maybe it'll be better. Maybe it will. There's no way out of this I swear.. so I clean.. I left A TINY BIT OF TRASH in my room. And then she says clean I say ok she says clean again I say ok she says again I say ok ..ok sure I'm not doing it but still it's only a tiny bit of fucking trash. What next am I gonna leave dust and she'll say clean? It's not just that I got in a whole fight with her just now because of it. There's basically no way out. I made promises I have to keep. I can't end it. But I want to. So bad I want to. It seems like it's the only way out.. but I can't. A promise is a promise I guess. I love y'all all ok? Ill be ok someday. Don't worry about me.

HELP IM CRYING 152 NOTIFICATIONS FROM 2 DAYS-

Hiiiiiiiiii

I know your a bad person. But am I gonna stop speaking to you? Maybe. But am I gonna stop loving you? No. But am I gonna stop thinking about you? No. But did you ruin my life? Yes. Do I hate you for that? Yes. But do I love you? Yes. Do I miss our old friendship? Yea. Are we friends still? Yeah. Do I hate you? Yes. but do I love you? Yes. Am I giving mixed signals? Yes. Will I stop? No. Do I miss you? Yes. Now do I miss you or do I miss who you used to be? ...oh.

Guys would I look good with short hair-? Genuine question. My hair gets really curly when it's wet or on some random days it's curly but otherwise it's wavy.

Haiii this is Blehhh82 alt acc :333

Good night love y'all

Hot take: if your under the age of 16 (so 15 and under) you should NOT be putting "dni if your under 13" in your bio.. OKOK BEFORE YOU ATTACK ME I GET ITS A BOUNDARY AND SOME PEOPLE FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE.. but still. 12 and 13 yr olds are in the EXACT same stage of life so if you speak to 13 head olds but not 12 yr olds that's just sort of weird..? It's like your just not speaking to people under 13 because you think it's childish.. I get 16 yr olds and 17 year olds.. but y'all.. if you were in public and a 12 yr old started speaking to you what would you do? Say "please don't talk to me" no. That would seem rude. Maybe it's just me but I won't be putting the "dni if your under 13" til im AT LEAST 16 maybe not even then.. especially the people who are like 13-14 like bro? Your in the exact same stage of life honey.. like back when I was younger someone irl said "ew I'm not speaking to someone younger than me" (talking Abt me btw because I was 10 at the time and they were 12) SO THAT JUST SEEMS IMMATURE?? Like boundaries or boundaries but that's a LITTLE strict.. especially if you have "dni If your over 18" bc if your like 15 and you refuse to speak to a 12 yr old but will speak to a 18 yr old (OVER 18 MEANS 19+ TO ME BTW)  that's just the exact same age gap.. anyways love y'all *hug* (also if you sound like that it's ok)

Guys if you ever visit america especially can be very careful there's a lot of er.. well.. let's just say I'm followed around by old men all the time ... so er just be careful

I clicked on your acc and accidentally unfollowed u ToT
          Uh so how are you