I say i don't care anymore cause we could never go back to the way we were .
But a part of me still wonders....
Still wonders what if we never fall apart
What if i never removed hom because of my exams
What if he never look at me as more than a friend
What if we kept talking
What if i was still his back up friend
What if we never knew eachother...
What if we NEVER FALL APART...
Part of me still can't get over those good memories we had together, it can not belive that there isn't "Us" anymore
It cannot imagine how hard was it to come back after a long exam days and see you got blocked .
A part of me still can not belive that we ended everything...
I'm trying my best to force my hate for him
But all is just a black lie who i keep trying force the same lie
Deep in my heart
I still live those times we had together
I still cry over those memories we had TOGETHER
I still wonder if you ever want to be the old you
I still remember your habbits
I sill remmber the things that you hated
I still want you as the friend we were even tho you didn't looked at me as a friend
I don't know if you see this comversation
And i hope you don't see it cause i'm way to lazy for you runing and me following you
Afrer all?
I wish we never fell apart .