I miss you. I knew you would’ve hated Hannah so I never even dared to talk about her here with you, i know you’re gone and up there but you still would’ve kicked my bum. O think you’ll really like A, she’s amazing and i haven’t been that happy since you’re gone. She makes me smile and giggle like an idiot, she hasn’t managed to make me kick my feet like you did but I’m sure she’ll be able to. She’s stunning on a inner way, so gentle so soft with me, i feel save genuinely, like she won’t judge and it doesn’t matter how stupid or weird i am, she likes me the way I am. I really like to make her smile. I hope she gives me a chance. I really want to love her openly. I’ll tell her about you, I promise. i love you baby, no own will ever replace you an i wish I could still be with you but I think you’ll be happy with who I chose to love with your love in my heart. I miss you