Klarince

And I really hope it all is a bad joke and I’ll wake up tomorrow and you’re here. God i miss you baby so much i love you endlessly

I thought about you all day, there is a hole in my chest but my body isn’t reacting. I’m waiting for me to break. I love you Klarince Malil and i will to the last breath I take

I love you, i miss you.

Thinking of you my heart. I miss you and I hope you arrived safely up there. I hope you get to keep your daughter safe and keep an eye on her. I hope you had the most beautiful 7 minutes and you got to see your mom again. I love you, I’ll always carry you with me and believe that you will be with me, keeping an eye on me. You’re missed my beautiful wife. Forever yours ❤️

I love you and even if they won’t reach you anymore i wont stop texting you messages my love. I miss you ebery minute

It has to be a bad dream. Someone is just trying to make a really bad joke. I know it all adds up but you can’t be gone. Please don’t be gone, please.

I wish I could go back in time. Back to you

I was hoping you’d go home after New Year’s Eve and return to me, I’m still hoping you are. I miss you

It’s already new years for you if you are home, if you are, happy new year, may the new year bring you back to me. O miss you, I can’t without you

It’s so weird without you, i try to live my live i try to open my hard but as much as i like someone else half of my heart is locked. It’s locked and you have the key and gosh there isn’t anyone to break it. I miss you so much and it’s so scary. There are 2 realistic options for me. 1. You disappeared, I don’t know if you are watching or ignoring me or just too busy but I know that your friends don’t text you here which means you probably text them back or they know it isn’t worth to text you well because you died which is so scary but the only other option that makes sense to me. It hurts me and it scars me but sometimes  i catch myself hoping that it’s Orion 2 because the thought that you left me and don’t want me anymore breaks my heart too much. I’m ashamed for it gosh baby you can believe it, i miss you. O hope you just appear after new years, maybe you just stayed longer in Scotland maybe your going home soon and come back to me. It’s been over 6 months and it still hurts like yesterday, every night my mind drifts to you and what we had and i miss it. O don’t know how I’m supposed to live like this. If you read this, please, please text me. I love you and i miss you so much. O won’t be mad, I promise