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woaahh massive life update time!!! who really cares atp right? anyways first of all my condolences to anyone else in America going through this shitshow and especially people who have loved ones taken by ice, you will live through this and it will get better ❤ anywho my computer might be fucked :P there's this like light leak thing happening in the corner of the screen and it gets bigger everyday (it's really not helping my tech anxiety) and also! me and my partner broke up, like last year but we're doing okay and we're still genuine friends. I've been trying to get myself to write more and I uhhhh haha I've decided to catch up to my sister on one piece............ she's on episode like 620 so I'm cooked! but I am getting closer, 393 is where I am I think (I'm on saboady archipelago and I know what happens next and I am SO scared iykyk) and our newest dog, nova, is gonna be small forever I can already tell. shh yeah we're so fucking cooked stay sparkling keep gooning and NEVER let all the brainrotted tiktok freaks tell you you're corny or weird bc you're cool and I luv y'all<3 kisses and nuclear radiation /pos (btw can you tell I've gotten weirder? yeah? good >:3)

guess who's dumbass (/pos) sister brought home another fucking puppyyyyy we have too many dogs atp

HOLY SHIT IT HAS BEEN ONE HELL OF A RIDE. I'm back! so yeah 3 months is a lot longer than 1 I guess haha. There has just been so much happening and we only got internet yesterday and so far I've been prioritizing my theywife (UGH I MISSED THEM SO MUCH I'M SO HAPPY) anywhoo it'll be a while before my general mental state is back to normal so idk I won't be updating for a while :/ Sorry chat <3

UPDATE!!!!! MY BIRTHDAY IS IN LIKE LESS THAN 2 WEEKS!!!! also I've been reading  A LOT and I'm starting to get to the point where I'm reading big books in like a few days, I read the entirety of The Mark of Athena in like 6 days!!! anywhooo I'm doing better! though we're moving really soon, like the 18th kind of soon so I will be really busy with packing and then when we move we won't have internet for like a month so I will see y'all on the side that flips /ref <33

I'm so sorry, it sounds like I'm making excuses at this point but my life is just so hectic right now. my family is moving, we have two dogs and a cat to take care of, I came out to my sister, and (like and idiot) I keep setting up stuff to do with my friends. the next update of p&gp will most likely be in December or January, but that's just thinking realistically! I'll try I promise, but most of the time I forget I even have Wattpad haha.

my mental health has been getting worse and i've been in physical pain more often than not, i'll try to write but i can't guarantee anything. i'm sorry

Quick life update: The puppy we got has a name now! his name is Beau (he's very bitey right now but we're working on that). I've been exploring my mental health and finding better ways to self-regulate, AND I've found that playing Minecraft with my sisters is a great way to calm down if I get too overstimulated. I've been feeling kind of dysphoric and tbh I'm more focused on my friends and my tumblr than writing which I'm trying to fix! Me and my family have been going on long drives more often and I've been writing a lot on said drives! (the only problem with that is that I've been writing on paper and not on my google docs so i need to transfer my writing from my writing book to my google doc :3)

somone needs to hit me over the head with a metal bucket because i came up with ANOTHER fucking story in the middle of the night :/ and then proceeded to stay up and think about it

might have to prolong the next update of p&gp because i have absolutely no inspiration left in my body and there's shit all over the floor so i can't just lay on the floor and be cursed with visions from god

BRO I PROMISE I'M TRYING TO WRITE!!! i know it's been months but i'm dealing with a LOT, first off: i got a cat!! her name is callie and she's the silliest, i've also been dealing with the giant wall of writer's block and i'm just feeling really tired
          
          anyways with that being said, i will try to get the first part of P&GP up either next week or the week after 
          
          love you all, stay safe. <33