Chat what does it mean when I say I want a bf/gf but I don’t want to be touched at all, so no kissing holding hands cuddling nothing, but I want to have someone to be there. Also the thought of s*x grosses me out bc the whole getting pregnant and going through that pain, but I want kids so I decided to adopt win I’m older. Men and women are all so pretty and adorable but I don’t see the appeal and yet I read Wattpad and most of the books on here are smuts. And I’m fine with that, like it doesn’t gross me out. Wtf is wrong with me