yourlocaltransboi25

I have no clue if any of yall are still on your old accounts but if so hey, long time no speak, little life update, I'm 18, I no longer live in Texas. I live with my partner, it'd be nice to hear from some of yall again though!!

yourlocaltransboi25

Slight vent ig. 
          Have you ever felt like nothing you do is good enough? You try so hard to please those around you but nothing seems to be working. Your grades aren't good enough. Your looks aren't good enough. Your personality isn't good enough. You're just not enough. No matter how hard you try you will never be able to please them but honestly what does it even mean to be good enough? Because apparently a lot of people have different opinions on that answer so if you're doing your best then guess what, you're good enough <33

Kcngs-

Hello, did you have a good day today? If no then it's okay. Everything will be okay soon. I can't really promise it or know exactly when things will get better but it will get better soon. Everyday, the angels watched over you fight forward through the hardship life has put you through, what angels you asked? Hmm, have you look into the mirror? Yes, mirror. Why? Because you're the angel that I had mentioned. You had to watch yourself carry those burdens and hardships all alone but never once did you give up, you keep pushing forward with fires burning in your eyes, you endured so much and could withstand so much. I know it's hard, I know it hurts. You tell yourself that you're okay every single day but you're crumbling and falling apart each second of your life but it's okay. It's really okay. If I can be there to hug you close and comfort you, I will. If I can afford it, even if we're basically strangers, I would book a flight and fly straight over to you and give you the tightest hug ever because you deserved it. You fought and fought like a warrior everyday, you get hurt, you have so many battle scars and I'm here to tell you that I'm proud of you and those scars all around your heart. If you will give me a chance, I'll guard that heart and help you pick it up piece by piece because I know what it feels like to not be okay. You don't have to pretend to be okay anymore, it's okay to not be okay. You're free and alive. It no one like that, if no one loves you then I'm here. I'm sorry that I'm just a mere stranger but I want you to know that I love you, with all my heart. This may be just empty words to you but I meant everything I've written here with the last bit of my heart. I love you stranger, thank you for being strong all this time. Thank you for being born. ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ̀ˋ 
          
          Love - W

yourlocaltransboi25

@Kcngs- thank you so much for this... It means a lot to me. Hopefully we can become good friends
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yourlocaltransboi25

GUYS I DID IT!!! I HAVE A GF AND WE'RE ACTUALLY IN A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP!!!

yourlocaltransboi25

@feetoffthetable13 THANK YOU SO MUCH! DONT FORGET MY DMS ARE OPEN IF YOU NEED TO TALK!!!
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yourlocaltransboi25

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Bro the fucking flu sucks I barely sleep, eat or drink anything. My throat constantly hurts. I'm coughing up blood. And the fevers won't go down

yourlocaltransboi25

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Some people think they can walk into my life and be like oh we're friends now. Like no you want to be friends fucking earn it. Point blank period. The people I call friends have earned it and yeah. I could give zero fucks if you hate me lemme just add you to my list that fucking easy.

bxby-bree

@yourlocaltransboi25 welp........idk how to feel now......
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ho_hoe-whore

@yourlocaltransboi25 ok, I'll give you some space bro
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yourlocaltransboi25

I'm sorry to everyone that put effort into our relationship or friendship... But I can't do this anymore... Im done being there for others when they need me but when I need someone everyone else is busy .... I'm sorry to my little brother... I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough... Stay strong for me honey....
          
          -hunter

ho_hoe-whore

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@yourlocaltransboi25 oh shit... 
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yourlocaltransboi25

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I'm sorry to everyone I hurt in any way.. I swear I'm not going to bother you anymore quite frankly I'm not bothering anyone anymore... What's the point in fucking trying when the one person u were trying for leaves haha... Fuck all this shit to the people that care I'm sorry and don't forget I love you
          
          
          -hunter

feetoffthetable13

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@ho_hoe-whore help pls pls fucking help me i can’t lose them what’s going on..
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yourlocaltransboi25

@feetoffthetable13 your better off without me anyway
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