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hey y’all idk if this is a right time to tell you guys but for the last few weeks i have been feeling kind of sick like mentally. i don’t go out like I used to or i don’t see my friends as i used to. i feel so drained in my head because yesterday i heard fireworks...one wasn’t a firework...it sounded like a gunshot but idk if it was an actual gunshot because i knew someone screamed...but then it stopped at midnight for the screaming. i was so scared yesterday because i don’t like big loud booms and i start to panic and shit. i was literally gonna pass out because i was panicking too much and i didn’t have water that day. i really hope no one did anything to themselves yesterday. i love you guys so much and i really hope i have the motivation to write again. can someone help me with that motivation please?
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p.s i will always be there for you guys when you need me, pinky promise. understand my loves?