Being trans is hard dude. ( me too!) Especially dysphoria because sometimes when im just laying around the house in my binder, a hoodie and pants ( or boxers if im alone ) my dyshporia aunt too bad or there at all and i start questioning if this is normal and maybe im not really trans and it SUCKS! FRICKING! JUST! MAKE ME FLAT AND GIVE ME A DICK JESUS! * awkward laugh * Heh sorry... But yeah. Idk i hope things get better for ya and good luck!