𝒎𝖏𝗹𝒆𝙨 (he/they)

i hate school
          
          my future is so cooked

i’m cooked
          
          i have to write a multiple page narrative essay for english
          
          and it’s due on tuesday (it’s monday)

i hate periods so much
          
          and i’m probably sick too which makes it even worse
          
          my heart rate is too fast and my hands are shaking like crazy
          i’m struggling to breathe and my head hurts
          
          
          i feel like shit

the amount of ads on picrew is getting ridiculous

i seriously can’t tell if i’m having really bad allergies or that i’m sick
          
          
          i keep sneezing and it’s hard to breathe and swallow

i feel like shit
          
          
          when i got home from school i just started crying i don’t know why but i couldnt stop
          
          my hands have been shaking and my heart rate has been beating so fast all day
          
          my body feels like shit and its been hard to breathe and swallow
          
          so much has happened this week and i dont know what to do anymore

if someone at school actually got me sick i will tweak tf out

i took a small nap today-
          (4 hours, probably the longest sleep i’ve had all week)
          
          my throat has been hurting since i woke up and i haven’t been able to drink water because of how much it hurts
          
          i swear to the titans if someone at school got me sick i will cry
          (i will sob if i was one of my teachers because they have been coughing wayy to much in the past few weeks)
          
          i feel dizzy and tired and all i want to do is sleep but i have homework
          
          im so happy its friday tomorrow
          
          if my body still hurts and i still can’t drink water i might ask if i could skip school

i’m definitely not getting good citizenship grades this quarter D:
          
          we have to do this stupid program for it and i’ve been skipping it bc i haven’t had time to do it and i hate it
          
          it’s every week and it’s for math and english
          we have to do 45 minutes of the program and get 2 achievements for each subject
          
          
          at my school if you get good citizenship you can get this patio pass and you can sit outside or skip the lines at lunch
          
          but i realized that if i got it i would be alone because my friends don’t usually get the pass
          
          
          so yeah i dont really care for my citizenship rn but ill still try ig-
          (i think there was another perk/reward for it but i forgot what it was)

why is making a strawpage so hard
          
          i think i just spent 2 hours making one- im not even done yet
          
          
          i was going to do a neo theme (matrix) but i just decided to do an airy (one) theme
          
          honestly i might change it to minty (objectified) or silco (arcane) idk