yours444ever

starting an ethan dolan fanfic !! like the good ol days :)

yours444ever

lowkey wanna write about the dolmas twin again lmfao

turtlemanismymans

@ingordigious oooo yeah yeah, I see what you mean. I’m currently doing sister squad era and it’s toughhh
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yours444ever

@turtlemanismymans the way I know exactly what you meannnn but I wanna write about 2015-16 them and some people don’t get that, yk??
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turtlemanismymans

@ingordigious  here’s the thing, I wish I could stop but it’s so nostalgic it’s like therapy writing about them
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yours444ever

i saw a post saying “stop posting the su*cide hotline number, everyone knows it.” 
          
          that is beside the point. anytime i post that number, it’s for awareness. it isn’t something to take lightly. 
          
          the phone number is like a backbone of support whenever you need. someone is always there 24/7 when others cannot be. 
          
          no, it isn’t the same as talking to a trusted friend/family member, but if it keeps you here, i am all for it. 
          
          for me, i guess you could say it kept me here. i was back and forth, contemplating ending my life.
          
           i didn’t want to tell my family, I didn’t want them to worry. i didn’t want to tell my friends, i didn’t want to be embarrassed. 
          
          i called the number. i was nervous, but i poured my little heart out. nobody knew but it saved me that night & pushed me to reach out and tell someone i loved. 
          
          i still struggle. to this damn day. but it sure as hell gets a whole lot easier.
          
          I promise. 
          
          remember to tell everyone you love them; live your days like they’re your last. 
          
          I love you always, 
          mwah