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comparably its really weird to be in a stage of your life where you're still developing. to know all i can do in my life right now is try not to suffer is kind of scary because through that,i will get hurt and get scars. yet a personality only will develop from like,later years so basically right now,i am most likely getting fucked up. i am too,im confused on my own body and wether i WANT to be liked by society or i just want to be pretty. its hard to decide. i really want to look like someone pretty. i dont wanna look weird - but i wanna do it my own way. i wanna look cute but scary. male but pretty. i dont know what to be sure of,and whether i am manifesting my own insecurities by the reason that i want to be that - or if i really am insecure. I like being called a boy. but is that just because my dislike for girls? when i don't even dislike girls,hell,alot of my attraction is for them. I am bi. but theres a few people I do like,that are male,and that i find attractive. man. being a teen is hard.