never in my life have I life felt so.. upset, frustrated.
one or a few more days till i pull myself back together. to the few people that messaged me, i have in fact read your texts and let me just say i had several heartaches. i probably won’t explain my sudden.. disappearance¿ probably my second one to be exact.
i mean, i’ve been online.. but like silent and just reading a few book chapters. i’ve been on ig and snpachat, but completely ignored EVERY message sent. i only read messages sent to me on here and through my phone number. i want to say i’m sorry, but i feel i’m saying it as if nothing. i feel so mean.
very mean.
forgive me if you wish.
and to the one person that said ‘it’
: i love you too and oh my god i miss you. i want to say i have much to say, but i have very little for you. i hope you’re feeling just great. it stressed me that i couldn’t bring myself to ask how was your day everyday, or how you were feeling. literally these are the only days i have time to actually talk with you but here i am for an unknown reason to you ignoring you and pretty much everyone else. i know i can text you and like not ignore your messages, but this is easier for me right now..
@ the ONLY person who’s name starts with ‘g’
xoxo, alex