wow hello i haven’t been on here in a while! lemme
catch you up on me. TRIGGER WARNING!
like i mentioned in the authors note on summer boy i was in recovery for an eating disorder and i’m actually basically fully recovered!!
unfortunately while i was gone i also was r4**d and since then have been dealing with the trauma.
before my trauma i knew i was bisexual but because of my trauma involved a man i realized i think im a lesbian.
i had a girlfriend for 7 months and we broke up a couple months ago.
since i’ve been single and going to therapy i’ve been wondering if i am bisexual and my trauma is just blocking some of my attraction to men.
it’s really difficult to understand and explain but for now i’m just not gonna label myself. when i pictures my future i see myself marrying a woman and raising kids with a woman.
anyways this is all the reason i’ve taken a break from wattpad and from writing summer boy, i’m thinking about continuing since i’m in a better place now then i was before, but the confusion with my sexuality honestly is blocking me from continuing.
thank you if you took the time to read this i’m open to any questions you may have. ♡