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We haven't talked in FOREVER, how're you doing? : )

I sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came back, When I asked "why?" The Angel said " Angels don't watch over angels. " Twenty Angels are in your world. Ten are sleeping, nine are playing and one is reading this message. God has seen you struggling over some things, and God says"Its over." A blessing is coming your way. If you bel in God, send this to 14 friends, including me. If I don't get it back I'm not one of them. As soon as you get give replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you...Not joking. Pass this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being testes, and God is going to fix big things in the future. If you believe in God, drop everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the best day of your life! Please don't break the chain! Send to 14 friends in ten minutes. It's not that hard...

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          So I do have a good possible hypothesis on everything that's going on - it has a lot to do with in the end me and I need to work on it and I know that this place is where I feel beyond love I feel me and I can't deprive myself of these things because I have negative thoughts or because I'm scared I'm going to loose it so once I get internet connection ( using hotspot ) I will be writing every week - promise no lie ! I will have friends help me keep this up too ! I won't promise I'll publish every week but I will publish a chapter on my fanfic next week ! :) I'm back guys thank you all so much xx

Hey y'all like I said I do want to write so bad but I have many mental health issues but the good news is I think I'll hopefully be diagnosed with a permeant answer soon!  so far I have been diagnosed with anxiety/agoraphobia and depression, I also have ADHD which is a lifetime problem for me so far and I also have experienced hallucinations and delusions ( but no idea why I experience them a few ideas but none exact ) there's also a high possibility of me having depersonalisation and derealisation. It's been very difficult to function some days and hence why I haven't uploaded for months and months - it would be easier if I had some better diagnosis so I could try and build a structure around it and find a way to continue writing. I know I've said I've had mental health problems - and I'm pretty sure I've mentioned I have ADHD ( neurological ) but I feel I need to actually explain more in depth I hope you all can be patient and have a good 2019 ! Xxx

UPDATE ON WHERE TF I HAVE BEEN AND WHERES YOUR SEVEN DEADLY SINS CHAPPIES!? IT IS LONG BUT PLEASE READ -
          
          Well guys as I've mentioned many times and have been very open about is my mental health problems now writing is my world and I love to write my seven deadly sins fanfic and hearing all the feedback from you guys but with constant various mental health problems it's very hard ( like heck I have the same symptoms for scrirzophrenia that's how much it is ) now what I do know I have is bad anxiety and depression as well as depersonalisation and derealisation and i do have delusions and hallucinations and ADHD ( which is a neurological problem ) and I have 'lost' nearly all my memories all of these things are difficult to live with and to keep finding motivation to do things - my life isn't only books im only in year nine at highschool I still have to deal with school life - friends and family life - work ( which I'm applying for ) and all extra activities such as archery and I do as much volunteer work as possible it takes everything I have left and when I look at my book I so badly just wanna write but I have no motivation and im pretty sure my anxiety medication has made me empty because I literally cannot feel anything I act like I do but I can't like connect with my emotions if that makes sense.
          
          I know that was long but I really felt fuck I need to just give you all the details instead of saying I have lows and ups and limited info because I don't wanna be saying it's all my mental health it's not it's me in the end choosing not to write because all my mental health issues ( which have been very difficult to deal with ) have drained me. I do not know when seven deadly sins will be updated again but I'm letting you know her fight fight scene will be in the next chapter and ban : ) 

Well I know all my followers are going to get this but it's about the new update - I personally try not to write on this much unless it's about books or the occasional shout out kind of thing and that's what I want to keep doing if anyone still doesn't know what's happening whatty had a glitch with the boards and emails and they decided instead of just fixing it lets make it an update and now we're all here in this situation , THAS all I wanted to say but I would like to add a side not to see if you know someone or are good at photoshop to message me to help me make a cover for my ' the yellow triangle ' novel I'm writing would mean so much to mean and I'm really grateful of course I'm going to credit you so don't worry about that 

I AM ALIVE AND I DESPERATELY NEED HELP PLEASE MESSAGE ME IF YOU ARE GOOD WOTH PHOTOSHOP AND COULD HELP MAKE A COVER FOR ONE OF MY BOOKS ? 

AND YOUR ANNIVERSARY IS COMING UP TOOOOOO

OOOOOOH, YOU HAVE 132 FOLLOWERS. EEEK IM SO PROUD. LOOK AT MY CHILD GROWING UP INTO AN OLD PERSON.

Hello guys so letting y'all know that I am making a very personal book and it will explain some things for more information please add my book updates book to your reading lists to get notifications on updates for any book/my personal life