She asked me who wrote it because it was well-written. It was about a family story. I felt more motivated to write more.
I was active in writing for three more years but in my final year of high school, I decided to burn all my writings, including the diaries. It was the biggest regret I’ve had all these years. I still regret that foolish thing I did to my writings. I think the main reason I did that cos I was afraid people might try to read them, especially my diaries. Little did I know that it would help me in the future. Now I have nothing to look back on as a young writer. I have no proof of being a young writer because of my stupidity. I wish I had saved just one piece of writing. I wish!!! I regret it!
I started writing again in 2012. This time, I wrote poetry and prose essays. I write sad and and dark ones. I decided to write in English to improve it and my writing. Still, no one was interested in my writing and that was okay. I didn’t write to impress people. I wrote to express my feelings that I didn’t learn to share while growing up. I am an introvert and not used to sharing my thoughts and feelings with others. I get to express my thoughts through writing. I have often felt unheard and unnoticed. Sometimes, I think maybe I won’t be unheard and unnoticed once I’m dead.