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i deleted my ethma book because it was shit :D hope y’all are washing ur hands because if you aren’t me mad 

hello fellow people who follow me, 
          
          THIS BITCH IS BACK!!!
          
          but ethma’s dead so, i’m now going to write stories abt ashannie because they’re so pure and babie and radiate ‘something addie will never have energy’, so yay!
          
          i’m in the process of writing a story so, STAY TUNED BITCHES. 
          
          new decade, new username but same bitch who doesn’t have a posting schedule :))))
          
          my instagram is @/stranqervids so talk to me because i need friends :)

happiness. whether fake or genuine, or even both, it is one’s essential. wattpad brought me so much happiness in the past year of me using this app. but, i became busy, became unhappy of my life’s direction and circumstance. my overall approach to life was way different from addie 2018. i wish to get all those back, but i’m not rich enough to make a time machine.
          
          i’ve always been taught that good things will come out of hardship, and i guess that’s why nothing good happens to me because i don’t aspire to do anything these days. my mental health went up to the point where i was cutting myself. very hypocritical of me as i just posted a thing about ‘don’t do suicide!’ but the thing is, you can’t stop one’s mind from that. posters can’t help or change their mindset instantly from being damaged to squeaky clean and happy.
          
          no one will read this because no one cares about me but, goodbye wattpad.
          
          this doesn’t mean i’ll be gone permanently (that does not work realistically, trust me) nor that i’ll be back, but i won’t be updating anymore.
          
          i love u <3000
          
          -a
          

i’m writing a book about suicide to prevent it. suicide is not an option. when it seems the only option, don’t take it. there’s so much life around you; us! so much you can achieve. even though you hit rock bottom, that’s temporary because that means your road to success is starting. 
          
          i’m starting to become a goddamn motivational speaker. cue the little einstein’s theme song PLEASE.

hello im not dead. well not physically but mentally brain dead. ill prolly write a chapter tonight and yall will be contented. ily
          -a

y'all wont like chapter 11
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/186431168-ethma-%E2%86%AC-goodnight-n%27-go
          im sorry. 
          (ps. i changed the blurb.)

hey guys im not dead but i am running low of motivation so hang in there! also congrats to my boys for hitting 10 mill today. luv u the absolute most bitches <3

posted a new chapter! what do you guys think of it?
          https://my.w.tt/D9dm6syRjX

thank you for 200 reads! making a chapter now :)
          
          -a
          https://my.w.tt/YdQ8XY8ZeX

hey guys! sorry i can’t put up a chapter today as i have to study for a math test :( 
          
          luv u guys 
          -a♥️