yuexia123

Ok let me be honest
          	 
          	I wasn't active for couple of days, weeks maybe. I was that inactive cuz I was dealing with some negative feelings.I was feeling depressed, unmotivated and even cry for no reason at all. 
          	
          	And tbh, I feel like I am invisible and reaching to the extent that I am just...nothing.
          	
          	I know I don't have to question this, but I doubt my existence in this world. I feel like I don't have impact at all.
          	 I actually have a friend who really support me in literally everything, but it can't heal the inner turmoil of mine.
          	
          	I don't know why, but every time I befriend someone and think I have finally friend of my own, someone interrupts and just snatch them away and I become the third wheel in the friendship and be alone again. Even the same thing is happening here.
          	
          	Even there are this girls in my class who were talking to each other saying " she is nothing" . I actually don't know about who they are talking about, but I can feel it is about me and just makes me feel sad and depressed.
          	
          	On fifth grade, there was this friend who was really caring,but she got near me just for use. Her toxicity level was insane that I was almost manipulated by her saying I will always be alone and such like that. It made me cry, but maybe I deserve to be alone , because I was a jerk, useless, selfish, egoish girl. And people think I am mean and bad person they have ever met. 
          	
          	
          	I thought it would be fine if I ignored it, but it is suffocating me deep inside. I have never let out what I feel openly before, but this is the place where I feel myself as an author and part of this amazing Wattpad community.
          	
          	I am not quitting writing until I finish what I have begun. And write even more. I am not quitting it until I stop breathing for once and for all.I began this book for a purpose and I shouldn't forget that and slack off due to other reasons .
          	 
          	

Lubatfiza

Vfv

Luminouxs_

Hi vote to vote?

yuexia123

@IshiInks anytime and also Thank you for the vote, feel free to tell me if there is chapter I haven't vote yet 
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yuexia123

Ok let me be honest
           
          I wasn't active for couple of days, weeks maybe. I was that inactive cuz I was dealing with some negative feelings.I was feeling depressed, unmotivated and even cry for no reason at all. 
          
          And tbh, I feel like I am invisible and reaching to the extent that I am just...nothing.
          
          I know I don't have to question this, but I doubt my existence in this world. I feel like I don't have impact at all.
           I actually have a friend who really support me in literally everything, but it can't heal the inner turmoil of mine.
          
          I don't know why, but every time I befriend someone and think I have finally friend of my own, someone interrupts and just snatch them away and I become the third wheel in the friendship and be alone again. Even the same thing is happening here.
          
          Even there are this girls in my class who were talking to each other saying " she is nothing" . I actually don't know about who they are talking about, but I can feel it is about me and just makes me feel sad and depressed.
          
          On fifth grade, there was this friend who was really caring,but she got near me just for use. Her toxicity level was insane that I was almost manipulated by her saying I will always be alone and such like that. It made me cry, but maybe I deserve to be alone , because I was a jerk, useless, selfish, egoish girl. And people think I am mean and bad person they have ever met. 
          
          
          I thought it would be fine if I ignored it, but it is suffocating me deep inside. I have never let out what I feel openly before, but this is the place where I feel myself as an author and part of this amazing Wattpad community.
          
          I am not quitting writing until I finish what I have begun. And write even more. I am not quitting it until I stop breathing for once and for all.I began this book for a purpose and I shouldn't forget that and slack off due to other reasons .
           
          

Bresh_A

jgafanajau28282

Hyy dude 

jgafanajau28282

@yuexia123 no worries :) and I don't have telegram :(
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yuexia123

@Liviawrts I tried installing it again but it couldn't unless I delete some apps and that apps are important
            :(( do you have telegram
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yuexia123

@Liviawrts actually no, I deleted the app, but I can install it :))
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deliriousbitch2009

TaEKooKK__StAns

Heyy author, I apologise for using Ur message board. But I would love you and every other army to read this Jungkook fanfic. I look forward to your support and love for this book ❤️
          
          There's something dangerously alluring about things you shouldn't want. Once you've crossed the line, how far are you going to keep it a secret?
          
          Check it out now:
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/375153233?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=TaEKooKK__StAns

yuexia123

@TaEKooKK__StAns sure, I would love to. But, do you agree on vote for vote please? 감사합니다 <3
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sooyonle

Hi! If you’re into royal drama, heart-stopping moments, and characters who have to fight not just for a kingdom but for their own hearts (trope cold Emperor and strong, but also warm and feminine Princess), come along for the ride. 
          If you have a moment, read it and let me know what you think! Your feedback would really help me shape the story even better. I’m excited to hear your thoughts :) 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/393393889-burning-radiance

yuexia123

@sooyonle do you agree on vote for vote please?
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