Fck overthinking. I love my friends dearly like they're such goofballs and just some stupid funny supporting bijjes ಥ_ಥ♡ but at times I hate myself for doubting them. Like why me? I'm always so awkward, I'm bad at studying, bad at this and that, and you can say I'm far near nice. I'm by far is not a good person. Am irresponsible, judgemental, attention seeker, not even smart and always thinks so low abt everyone. Why me? I'm sorry but is it sincere. The friendship we have. Is it? Like how tf can yall willingly be a friend of mine. I don't get it at all. I don't get how yall amazing human beings are willingly being friends w me.