"In the depths of despair, I hide my true face,
A smile to the world, while my heart is displaced.
Tears held within, a storm raging unseen,
Behind these walls, I am not what I seem.
A mask of happiness, a facade of lies,
I bury my emotions, behind these weary eyes.
Afraid to show weakness, scared to be known,
I suffer in silence, feeling so alone.
The weight of the world, heavy on my chest,
Struggling to breathe, I never find rest.
Forced to pretend, that I am just fine,
Hiding my true self, all of the time.
But deep down inside, a flicker of hope,
That someday I'll break free, find the strength to cope.
To let down my guard, and show my true pain,
And finally be free, from this emotional chain."
although i said i would make a story or whatever you call it for my poems, i can't at the moment...this would have to do. even though i don't really like what i wrote, i'll still post it here cause i had the urge to...i may even delete it at some point.