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Hello is anyone there I can feel it im losing my self why is no one there I need you where are you help me I feel my self dying away from humanity where am I what is this dark place don't stare at me STOP IT!!! why is no one there where are you I need you.... Why do I feel fake like a character Whose eyes...Are they...... 

It's a new year but I wouldn't have made it here with out my friends with out my family the times I was close to killing my self my friends stood by me and helped me out of it but i can't call them friends they are all my family and I wouldn't be here with out you as i type this I have tears in my eyes and I just want to say I love all of you with all my heart thanks for sticking by my side threw everything love you guys 

I'm fading away dying on the inside as my hand reaches out for someone to grab it but no one is there to take my hand as I fade away I cry and I think to my self where did I go wrong

To say hello is a wonderful thing but now and days everyone is looking down at there screens only if they take a moment to look up they could find the love of there life.... 

I'm gonna be honest what I'm feeling right now isn't how I want to feel coughing and sneezing I want to help but I promised I wouldn't quarrel I don't need to I don't want to.... But really is quarreling the only way to solve our problems

I'm normally bored and the storys I might write will be true

the souls in side of me won't stop crying all I can do is sit and listen to them weep inside. To tell the tale of a girl who changed my life would be to long but I love this girl so much thou left thy name on thy heart