Yur Mum

okay. first of all. no. i’m not leaving. second, mattia has the corona virus, and third. the screenshots were probably photoshopped. and i’m not leaving or deciding to
          until i get the truth from mattia. i might just switch to a kai or ale fp. but. i love you. 

DO YALL SEE WHATS HAPPENING ON TTR RN. HOLY SHIITTTTT

hey, quick disclaimer. this is a tw has mentions of suicide, harming yourself, etc. so read at your own risk
          
          so i just read a story about someone thinking their not good enough for this world. but please listen o what i have to tell you. 
          if you feel any way to the point you think you should just remove your self from the world god put you on, please tell somebody. they will help you, or get someone to help you. i know you probably don’t want to get help, but trust me you need it if you fee that way. 
          if you self harm, again, please tell somebody they will talk you through it. god put you on this earth for a reason. you are perfect the way you are, and yes we may have insecurity’s but that’s normal. even though everybody says “oh don’t think like that, your perfect!” we still feel it. and we shouldn’t. but still do. 
          god created us in HIS image. so to HIM we are perfect. so start to think about it that way. our bodies may not be perfect because yes, there is way skinner girls that we see throughout the day, but even body fat is beautiful. everybody has it, even if it’s just a small amount. 
          but hey, if you ever need anybody to talk to, please. text me. 651-313-0778. 
          suicide hotline: 800-273-8255
          mental health hotline:011-234-4837
          depression hotline:086-132-2322

okay. 
          
          
          i’m back. 
          
          
          i’ll post a new story tmrw night (6/22)
          
          k love you. bai

So uhm, i might not post for a little bit bc i am soooo fucking sad. 
          Nessa and josh broke up and i’m in a middle of a meltdown. 
          
          all respect to them and their decision. and they better stay friends. i love you #jessa 

update, im not going to the tour, but to make up for it, my parents are letting me buy nessa barretts merch! shes my all time favorite tiktoker and i get a hoodie! AHH okey. baiii

i’m so happy because i might be able to go to the boys of summer tour this yearrrr!!!! AHH okey. bai