@yunh0jjang
fuck I don't know why I study business Now I feel like dying.
so I just find out that my ldr gf of 2years had another bf and they just broke up two month ago like what am I supposed to do with this information. I'm so messed up cause i still love her. I don't know how to confront her plus they broke up like idk I wanna buried myself alive. like it's not even my fault but I'm still feel like a piece of shit
I feel that my classmate is annoyed with me, dunno why just am I annoying though
my new semester has begin AND GUESS WHAT I HAVE NO FRIENDS, and now I'm stressed :)
I just wanted to share something fcked up that happened, so like a month ago my older sister pick a fight with me saying that pass few months I've been ignoring her, which is I am but like I'm so busy with my own work and stuff to do all she do is come to me and annoyed me, like she always open the door of my room and let my cats in when I told her not to, which is hard for me cause I have online classes and the cats playing around jumping and running, sitting on my laptop. She always make me do this, do that when she literally on a semester break like wtf? when I said why don't you do it your own she was like " I can do it but what is the function of having a sister? " so who wasn't mad? bRO, I have classes from 8am to 3pm and only have an hour break after every 2hours of classes, and like I need to do all the cooking and cleaning cause I need to feed my younger siblings and of course her too, and I only have a fcking hour to do that, my mother is busy working to feed all of us, So she's only home at night. So like is it my fault to get mad? because she do that? and since we're having a fight, we're not talking to each other for like a month and a half now, she's being an asshole to everyone in this house, and of course my younger siblings now are the victim, I feel so bad cause you know it's pandemic so everyone in this house has online class but my younger siblings is busy serving her needs, doing this doing that, I feel bad. am I bad?
One day we're preparing for her birthday celebration, my mom wants to do the birthday celebration for her, which I don't want to do it cause I'm the one who need to be cooking and all. And since my mom beg me so I did I do all the preparation, I cook a lots since we're having few of my cousins and aunt coming, my mom buy all the cake and stuff, and you know what she did? she fucking want us to celebrate it without her? like wtf? all my cousin and aunt know that we're celebrating her birthday and what we my mom gonna say? 'oh sorry she don't want to celebrate her birthday'? btch. So my mom need to beg her to come out and just cut the cake which she did, she cut the cake and went back to her room. well of course my relatives doesn't say anything. At the end my mom feel so sad at her attitude. I already told my mom not to do the celebration but she wants to do it so bad like WHY?
