I am going to send you a message from Mun
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Hey Tim, it's Mun. I...know about what happened.
I wanted to say some words to you but at the same time, I don't know what to say. I don't know how you feel, I don't know what you're going through. And what's worst is that I don't know what you're thinking. But what I do know is that you're suffering. And to be honest, I hate that feeling. I'm sure you do too. You may want to give up right now, leave all of this behind and rest. It's understandable, it really is. And I'm not going to tell you to not give up nor anything of the sort because I know damn well it's not the answer you may be looking for. As a result, all I'm going to say is this:
It's ok to give up sometimes. It's ok to fight back. It's ok if you want to rest or leave. But death is not the answer, is it? Life IS prescious. But not the way you live it. Your parents may not agree with your decisions, but even if they're your parents, you can think for yourself, can't you? You have a brain and the age to know what's good and what's wrong. There's so much more to live for, why would you want to waste your time on things that don't attract your attention?
You're way too beautiful to be treated this way. So please, rest, give up, do whatever you want. But don't die. Because once you do that, you'll never get to live the way you wanted, right?
Anyways, you can do it Bella, I'm sure you can.
Love you