yuseiboushi619

HELLO! HELLO! HELLO HUMANS!!!
          	
          	First of all, I apologize for dipping for so long. Didn't do it intentionally, lately I'm struggling with writing in general. My standards have gotten high, and my skills have basically evaporated. It's a huge inner conflict that makes me stay so far away from updating my fanfic, and I have started to dread coming to this app.
          	
          	But now all of that is gone. The next chapter is almost fully written, and the last fawking scene, spoiler alert, it's Dazai vs Miyamoto scene- is fawking hard to write! I know what Dazai is gonna say to him, but I don't know how to like organize the whole scene? And honestly, I have been stuck here for months now. I open my doc and just edit and read whatever I wrote up to this point, think its awesome, then go to that point and think, arghhhh what am I even doing?
          	
          	I am truly sorry, but I am trying. I think I figured the scene out, and I'll try to update before the 10th of July. If I don't, I'm a dog. Please pressure me so I can meet this deadline. 
          	
          	Also, thank you for checking on me :) I'm glad you guys are still waiting patiently even though I am failing to deliver on time!! Means a lot

yuseiboushi619

@theonlylosercode looks like I am a dog T.T
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theonlylosercode

@yuseiboushi619 Author-san… even July 11th has come already. :'(
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Riki_4

Who's miyamoto? ⚆ _ ⚆
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theonlylosercode

My wattpad is glitching -_- I couldn't reply to your massage in there
          Your message honestly made me smile, and your words mean more to me than I can put into words T^T
          I'll do my best to stay safe. After all, I still have a story to finish reading, and I fully intend to be there when you post the final chapter. I can't wait to see how it ends :)

theonlylosercode

Author-san, I felt like I needed to tell you this, just in case :)
          I'm from Iran (I'm not sure if you've been following the news), and our country is currently going through a war. I don't know what the future holds, and there's always the possibility that something could happen to us.
          It's not that everything is in complete chaos. Life is still going on here, and thankfully civilians and residential areas around me haven't suffered major harm so far. But that constant fear of air raids and not knowing what tomorrow might bring is always there.
          Anyway!
          I just wanted you to know that after knowing BSD and Osamu, finding your fanfiction became one of the things that brought me back to life :) You probably can't even imagine how deeply I love the story you're writing.
          And if one day I never get the chance to finish reading it because of the war, I hope you'll know that you had a reader who loved your story with all their heart.

yuseiboushi619

@theonlylosercode I am in tears. My thoughts and prayer goes out to Iran and all who are suffering currently. I feel entirely hopeless watching the news coming out and not being able to do anything. You guys are very strong and brave having to face such great evil without bowing your heads. I pray for your safety.
            
            Thank you so much for reading my story and supporting my writing. I cannot describe how much it means to me. Please be safe and keep your head up, I want to share my story with you until the very end.
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Riki_4

Hi... Hi... Hi... Hi... Hi... Hi... Hi... Hi... Hi... Hi... Hi... Hi...
          
          Sooooooo
          
          Is today the day we've been waiting for? ⚆ _ ⚆

Riki_4

@yuseiboushi619 or today?
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Thebad_angel12

@yuseiboushi619 OMGGGGGGGG AAAAAAAAaaaaaaa-
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yuseiboushi619

@Riki_4 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa who knows TT maybe today's the day?!
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Tiff_5831

I have a good feeling you’ll post soon because two video that I waited for finally post on YouTube. I waited for those at the same time waiting for a new chapter update from you. ٩(˃̶͈̀௰˂̶͈́)و

Tiff_5831

@yuseiboushi619 WE are smacking him in the head, although I probably would run away if he’s real… Anyway, honestly please focus on your exam and good luck on it (^○^)
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yuseiboushi619

@Tiff_5831 it would've been uploaded by now if the professor didnt give an exam! I'm going to uni to take the exam, and after this, I'll start working on the fic literally from my class i swear. If dazai doesnt wanna behave I'll smack him in the head
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theonlylosercode

I keep wanting to suggest that you save the Dazai and M scene for the beginning of Chapter 53 instead… but then I remember how long I've been waiting for that confrontation, and I immediately tell myself, "Shut up and just wait a few more days for Chapter 52." •_•

theonlylosercode

@yuseiboushi619 yeah I want to see it too so it's better to wait :( take your time, we will be here *^*
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yuseiboushi619

@theonlylosercode I mean... That could work, I'd be able to post instantly. But istg there's this one vibe I'm trynna get. The second I get it from Dazai, the scene will be done and I'll post it. Please be patient!
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